PRE-CONDITIONS(mind)Set: relaxed
Setting (location):My house, on my favourite chair, with two friends by my side.
time of day: 17.00
recent drug use: paracetamol
last meal: carrot soup at 13-14
PARTICIPANTGender: male
body weight: 76
known sensitivities: n/a
history of use: First time ayahuasca, smoalked a few times before
BIOASSAYSubstance(s): rue, mhrb
Dose(s): 4g, 4g
Method of administration: tea, one 30m after the other
EFFECTSAdministration time: T=1700
Duration: 6-7 hours
First effects: 30-40 min in
Peak: No idea, lost concept of time during peak
Come down: After around 23
Baseline: 2-3 AM
Intensity (overall): 2/4 (use HRS-like scale i.e. 0-4: 0 = "Not at all;" 1 = "Slightly;" 2 = "Moderately;" 3 = "Quite a bit;" 4 = "Extremely."
Evaluation / notes: No breakthrough and no entity contact, but I lost concept of time, space and sequence.
OPTIONALPleasantness: 3/4
Unplesantness: 2/4 I did not purge and therefore my stomach felt heavy during the whole thing
Visual Intensity: 2/4
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AFTER-EFFECTSHangover: 1/4
Afterglow: 2/4 I'm not really feeling any afterglow other than the MAOI's effects.
REPORTFirst time ayahuasca, it was fun, but not what I expected
We drank at 1700, and after 15 min one of my friends immediately purged and didn't get any effects at all. My other friend purged 1-2 hours in and experienced weaker effects than me.
I, on the other hand, didn't purge at all and became really really inadequate. My body and tongue became really slurry and I lost coordination. I felt like I was really drunk.
Additionally, I lost concept of time, space and consequence. Drinking a glass of water while on the peak was definitely a highlight, the water looked so beautiful but I had a load of problems drinking it, coordinating myself when to gulp and when to stop
Finding it was a massive task too.
I tried to communicate a bit with the chat, but the keyboard proved a massive obstacle. After a few hours I baselined and I managed to write a bit.
Looked at myself in the mirror, somehow. A very interesting rush.
I didn't have any real OEV, it felt more that my immagination was MUCH more vivid and every scene "reminded" me of something.
Over the whole trip, there was a very strong feeling of PERSPECTIVE. It was much easier to empathize and put myself in others' shoes and understand them. It may stem from the vivid imagination thing. It was really fun, overall.
Next time... we must go deeper