Hey everyone! I really think the community here is a unique and interesting place. I hope to add whatever I can as I journey further with my own experiences with this enigma of a molecule.
I am relatively new to DMT. I had always loved psilocybin mushrooms as they seemed to me to be on a different order than LSD or ergotamine. So when I finally had my first DMT experience it was no surprise that this powerful enigmatic strange tryptamine played a symphony of beautiful psychedelic visions fractals thoughts and insights across my neurotransmitters.
I had done reading for 10 years prior to this, and listened very carefully when mckenna would emphasize how apalling and bizarre it can be.
Well, after a few near break throughs I changed up my setup and had a ride into the inner dimensions of this experience.
One day while smoking back to.back I broke into a space filled with piercing white light and fractals whose dimensions seemed to have no bounds. The fractals formed a nexus pattern and in between the nexus shapes were numbers upon numbers like binary code.
I had long since tried to come to some understanding of what entitys, death, spirituality and other dimensions had in common. Well I asked this question in the white room so far from reality. An answer immediately came.
And who knows but I felt as though the entities were somehow the architects of this reality we inhabit. I think it may be far fetched as science shows disorder and chaos to be what created this thing we inhabit.
Also, I have begun to feel that these places we find ourselves on dmt seem to be crafted for us however strange they may be. As if the dmt brings form and life we can relate to so we as humans can travel in the space. But it collapses very quickly without an maoi.
Just some random thoughts.
I would like to add that these thoughts have no scientific basis nor does any of the description of the experience.
I know Terence Mckenna described a space where he ended up again and again and came to the conclusionafter a while that because of how false the place felt and how off key the attempts at humor were he proposed a hypothesis that it was a room designed by an intelligent being attempting to construct a place a human might like to visit. Instead of an authentic place. He felt he was being observed or watched by something very unsettling.
So even in his case he is attempting to make sense of this experience based on what limited knowledge he has.
The entities could be projections of our subconcious. They may not even look like how we see them if they are real at all. They may manifest visually in a way that we are used to seeing..
Has anyone gone so far as to transcend language and symbols entirely with DMT?