You know I just realized something earlier. Maybe a logical explanation is the last thing you need, there's no need to explain something that one just knows.

Something that really touched me was reading this

https://www.dmt-nexus.me...;t=66646&find=unread

And this

https://www.dmt-nexus.me...aspx?g=posts&t=66916

Hi there,

I'm so sorry for your loss, be strong.... Time (whatever that is) does heal somehow but never completely... I lost my daughter to astma when she was just about to turn 4 so i think i can qualify to say i know exactly how you felt and i never wish such a thing on anyone.

That being said.... I dont know what "Hyperdust" is as i am also new to this site, but what i used just 2 days ago was 30X salvia.

I believe now, that if you really felt she was there, she was, i dont think the mind has anything to do with it, but conciousness/soul itself does.

My trip was simular to yours but i really didnt see anyone, my hopes where that i did at least see my daughter and it continues to be.

But what i did see and what i did feel was more real than anything i have ever felt in my entire lifetime, I am 47 years old and have gone thru alot, lots of love, hate, betrayal etc etc etc, but none of that comes even close to feeling as real as this.

There was at least 2 videos of Salvia experiences that i watched and while the guys were under both said (Seperate videos) That he saw his dead brother "My brother is here" "Wait no EVERYBODY IS HERE!" these are the words of one guy, the other guy pretty simular.

So yes i believe if you go deep enough down the rabbit hole you will find what you need and i think you did find it.

I am not doing this for my daughter or anyone really, only for myself, for knowledge and thats the only reason i will continue to try it (as scary as it was) but please, also try to think of it that way for yourself, dont do it just to revisit those that have past, you may get stuck doing it over and over just for that reason and personally i dont believe thats what this is all about, at least not for me.

I havent read all the responses to your post as yet just the first 2 but i will read the rest and see whats been said, as i said i'm in this to learn.

After my first trip, i feel, no i know this reality we are in is not really what we truly are as this reality simply is not as real as the other.

take it easy ..

Mark

Condolences for your loss..can't imagine such a time.

My fiance lost her mother a year ago this month. My first time I came back from hyperspace my fiance told me I looked at her and with an intense stare, tears running down my face, and said "your mom was there, and she loves you...'

Now regarding my memory of seeing her is null, don't really remember saying it either. Many people have accessed time with their loved ones. I remember Aubrey Marcus after an ayahuasca experience, speak of talking to his grandmother, along with one of Aubrey's guests who described talking to his father who committed suicide. That podcast can be found at http://aubreymarcus.com/...e-with-barbell-shrugged/

It truly helped me process some of my experiences. Hope everything improves for you Errly Bird!

Also sorry for your loss. I would say, don't look too much outside of yourself to validate this experience. Whether it was just your mind, or truly seeing her on the other side doesn't make much of a difference. At least that's how I view these experiences. All that really matters is that you experienced it. I now measure the truth by how things make my heart feel. So what do you believe in your heart? That's where I think the answer is. I hope it doesn't hurt too much to feel it.