So I have roughly around 70mg left of the molecule & was planning on saving it for the "right time" or when it felt right. I felt as if I still needed to process my last experiences & work on one particular thing i was told I needed to improve on. When I'm finally ready I plan on trying to breakthrough.

Anyways, I had a little molecule left in an oil burner from my first 2 attempts at experiencing with it. It had some re crystallization from it, so I thought to myself. I'm going to try & hit this to just see if anything happens. No "disrespect" to the molecule, but I figured the very first sample run I did with this molecule was 5mg sandwiched between a bowl & the sacred geometry flower of life came over my chest & communicated to me that I was ready for the journey.( I was fully awake & walking around). That experience alone was beautiful to me, so I figured even if something like that happened I'd be satisfied & itd lift my mood.

The thing is during my experience I understand what's going on & it has meaning & I feel so happy & joyful during the experience and then it seems as if immediately after I'm back in my body that I become confused, and I'm like wait?? How am I this human? This is a mistake? How did I come from there to here? Why would I choose to be here? Something had to have happened. Almost like the perfect spiritual world broke and its contents splattered and there's evil spiritual thieves that steal the good spirit matter & are doing am experiment with it. At least that's the notion I got, but never necessarily thought of things like this before.

Ok so to my trip: so I lay on my bed & heat the oil burner & toke. I hold it in & lay down & as I do this I try to meditate on holding my breathe. Then before I even let loose I blast off. I came into this "room" or "space" and at first it seemed as if I was an outsider looking in onto what was going on...and what was going on was AMAZING CREATION and they were doing it so fast my mind couldn't comprehend it. Well, when they noticed my presence they stopped creating and recognized me. I got a feeling right then like oh no I'm not supposed to be here. But then, immediately after that they resonated with my spirit & knew I was a part of them, whatever that was. Then they got exited & they were like we're going to show you some things! Then they started creating & everything was beautiful! The things they created could not be explained or comprehended.It was 4D geometrical shapes but everything was morphing & changing so quickly and the shapes looked like so many things were going on within it like it had cracks and each section of the shape was a different pattern but everything about it was beautiful. It felt so natural to be there as if I had already been there or will be there existing in that particular moment & will actually know what is going on. It's like I just got a peek.

I felt in my spirit that I was about to leave & sure enough they said their joyful goodbyes & then it's like I fell & that's when I got the notion of good spirit matter being collected by evil..so maybe they hang out in the void in between trying to get what they can. Like if certain souls are journeying that are spiritually weak at the current moment in their existence?

Also, these things in this realm of reality did not seem like the "elves" described in so many trip reports. But they definetely were showing me amazing art/beauty/creativity/life/something? & it seemed to be directly connected to this life. Has anyone else experienced this. I'm feeling so alone. No one is answering?

I can relate to what you say about "collecting" I dare say its as if human life data is being uploaded to the Akashic records. Sometimes it's spirits or entities that take this data but like in a post I just posted it felt like the entire matrix was just sucking it all in.

These geometric shapes are somehow connected to the lower dimensions almost like they are chakra points to the 3D world

Seems like you had a nice, typical breakthrough FractalMatter. As far as spirit-hackers lying in wait to download your precious, unbacked up data: I wouldn't worry. DMT often encourages these kinds of delusions. They are pretty common. I knew a girl who became convinced there was a Matrix like conspiracy going on where insectoid creatures were leaching off of us for our happiness. Fear is the mindkiller. Your data, happiness, whatever is going to get leached if you believe it is. If your mind is strong and you are brave I highly doubt any sinister hyperspace creatures would dare attempt to leach your data.

Thanks Flep! Do you believe we'll ever have a life on this earth where we live in complete harmony? Will there always be evil or will it eventually be destroyed where all creation in all dimensions flows in pure love. People say hyperspace is "infinite" as if everything that has or will happen is already happening simultaneously. So does that mean there will always be evil
Energy? Or do you believe one day everything will "click" as in the last piece of the puzzle fits in place and all off love will create a perfect reality to exist in? Sorry I'm a newbie.

Also, have you seen this? http://www.gaiamtv.com/s...book%3Acosmicpaid%3As024 These 2 videos are very interesting!

I don't believe it's "leeching" I think it's just fear that we give this phenomenon that description, who knows whats really going, it could be a brain process that is visualized or information being uploaded to a higher consciousness

Complete harmony? Probably not. Harmony wouldn't be the same without dissonance to contrast it by. I don't know if I necessarily believe in evil in that it must be an absolute evil without reason. Destruction often has it's place in creation and I believe that for there to be "harmony" there must be harmony between "bad" and "good." I sometimes think of ayahuasca and changa as the perfect blend of dark and light magic. The white magic being the vine extraction and the dark being the dmt extraction. I don't mean that DMT is evil but to me it is a more penetrating and destructive kind of spirit compared to harmalas. This makes sense to me also in that the vine is the feminine spirit and the dmt the male. These are just my personal observations. I'm a noob too.