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Avalokiteśvara wrote:
it doesnt exist. it never did. an elaborate illusion invented to entertain you and keep you from madness in these infinite halls of eternity.
having an eternity at their disposal they/we have created and directly experienced existence in all kinds of multiverses, universes, xverses, life forms and levels of consciousness, and we have been through it all.
they/we have created it all, tried it all, seen it all, experienced it all been through it all.
we are eternal, remember? eternal.
Very familiear to my trip(s). I also created an account for the sole purpose of getting my trip of my chest.  This was my conclusion stonedsam wrote:
I think we are all one. I think there's one consciousness that created the perfect story in which everything would eventually converge and restart the cycle by diverging as the big bang. It created the universe so that it's conscious would end as sentient and would slowly give rise to more conscious living beings, never dying. It plays out the role of every character of its story and communicates with itself. For every character there is the opposite whose consciousness combined would equal the sentient state of consciousness that is reached at the end of the cycle of the universe.
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Avalokiteśvara wrote:Bhagavad Gita said it wonderfully: "Plunge into the heat of battle, and keep your heart at the lotus feet of the Lord." That's exactly it. The lotus feet of the Lord is that "eye" you mentioned above before the "head" of identification with a form rises and the forgetfulness sets in. Don't forget, says the Gita.  Here it is - right now. Start thinking about it and you miss it. ~ Huang-po
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Very interesting read, thanks for sharing. I am still very much in the early stages of the honeymoon period, by that I mean that there is no specific dosage or schedule, just when I get the call (I can't PM EarthWalker and tell him how much I appreciate his tek thread, but man "THANK YOU"  . I have not broken through yet, (although things have gotten very intense at times), and at this stage I have no intention to do so. I enjoy the mind/body stimulation I receive, its indescribably beautiful, profound all of those other wonderful superlatives that could be used to elucidate the miracle that is Spice. I go in with intention, and the intention generally is to enjoy the presence of a higher self, to meditate and be free of thought. To be at one, in the moment. When the effects start to dip, I use this to think about ideas and concepts for projects that I may be working on... It is completely and utterly clear, to my mind; that these realms, states of mind, are the source of all of the art created by human beings on this planet. I am a beginner Psychonaut, very mush so. I have taken mushrooms twice and spice about 20 times, but I have had a long relationship with cannabis and I have experimented with smoking and eating too much intentionally.. what I have learned with Cannabis is that there is a sweet spot.... and the sweet spot is not to do too much... an not too often. From reading dozens of trip reports and anecdotal stories of people using psychedelic substances.. the reoccurring theme seems to be that people sometimes do just that...take too much... I'm sure that there are people that will disagree and my inexperience may be speaking volumes to those of you that are far more knowledgable and intelligent that I am.... but I believe... at this point.. if you find your sweet spot, and find a place where you feel completely safe within your surroundings, the adventures can continue, you can build a relationship that is non destructive and enjoy profound experiences that can be long lasting and productive... I would suggest to you that you do give Changa another try, but this time a very small amount, just one decent inhalation that will set you free of this specific experience so that you can move past it. I might be talking nonsense, but I can only talk of my experience... and I thought it may be worthy enough to toss in to the mix. Thanks Nexians, I appreciate all of you guys. Take care and happy travels.... Disclaimer: Everything I say/write/post/think about is fiction. All said activities are intended for educational or entertainment purposes only.
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Avalokiteśvara wrote:
i saw a little hyperspace object, sort of like a baby's drawing of a house, and it was very binary in nature, so it was either in one hyperpace state/color/form or the other, switching between two states, on and off, off and on. and it just kept switching in binary for what seemed an eternity, until I realised that I am that object and my whole existence has been reduced to this binary form, either one or zero, either black or white, up or down, left or right, hyperspace object 1 or 0!!!!!!!!!
time has by then stopped, past present future did not exist anymore, and in my despair to regain form and "be" i desperatly asked the hyperspace but what about my life, family, friends, to which the hyperspace replied:
it doesnt exist. it never did. an elaborate illusion invented to entertain you and keep you from madness in these infinite halls of eternity.
but but i cried, but I am this, I am that, i am, i, i, to which hyperspace replied:
you are bbbzzzzztttttVibrationnnnnbbbbbzzzzt<hyperspace_sound>NOTHING</hyperspace_sound>..
At that moment I experienced what can only be described as the damnation of eternal (binary)existence.
I couldn't do anything but blip back and forth, one,zero,zero,one, black white, this, that, flipping like a fish on dry land gasping for water.
To which hyperspace coldly replied:
you are either one or a zero. nothing more. nothing less. it has always been like that. it is and always will be.
at that moment the option of death seemed like a gift from God, as opposed to being stuck in an eternity - your essence constrained to just being black or white, one or a zero. nothing more. nothing less.
And as I was there in the primordial cosmic eternity, further explanations were communicated to me.
I was told that they/we have been there forever and will be there forever.
having an eternity at their disposal they/we have created and directly experienced existence in all kinds of multiverses, universes, xverses, life forms and levels of consciousness, and we have been through it all.
they/we have created it all, tried it all, seen it all, experienced it all been through it all.
we are eternal, remember? eternal.
As I was being revealed all these things and still flipping in my empty binary form, they saw that I was still pretty much freaking out and not accepting the facts, so they have compassionately opened a ginormous fractal book/tree of existence, and returned me to a small segment of the fractal which is my life/identity/existance.
wow that is a chilling reminder, why is it chilling? not sure really maybe just it brought me back in time, but it truly is love and compassion.. the entire reason why we are even on 1.... its incredible.. This happened to me, when i was on too much LSD smoked too much DMT and fell down some stairs... i am glad I am no longer insane like those days heheh.. still crazy, but sane. ill quote my experience report.. Quote:I had experienced a breakthrough to the point of near death before, but I had never experienced this after falling down a set of concrete stairs.
It gets to the point, I was hanging on to a single thread of life, if there was a binary code of only one number, I was that 1, and I was flickering to 0. It is exactly as you say, except i didn't see it as eternal damnation, i saw it as complete powerlessness, and universality... one thing, on or off... My number was flickering, but it stayed at 1, and I came back to reality... Expect nothing, Receive everything.
"Experiment and extrapolation is the only means the organic chemists (humans) currrently have - in contrast to "God" (and possibly R. B. Woodward). "
He alone sees truly who sees the Absolute the same in every creature...seeing the same Absolute everywhere, he does not harm himself or others. - The Bhagavad Gita
"The most beautiful thing we can experience, is the mysterious. The source of all true art and science."
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I had a revelation yesterday on another powerful weed+n2o experience, and this was taught to me like I was a little bit retarded, because I struggled to understand it:
The following statements are all true at the same time:
There is only One. (no zero)
There is something less than One, because else One could not exist - but that is not really real in terms of existing, it's just an illusion.
We are the One becoming itself - because that is the nature of it.
And we are perfection and absolute love for everything that is is our true nature.
This is a love story. A love story of a relationship to ourselves, of love to existence itself.
We are pure BEING learning to love ourselves.
Peace and love.
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Avalokiteśvara wrote:and it just kept switching in binary for what seemed an eternity, until I realised that I am that object and my whole existence has been reduced to this binary form, either one or zero, either black or white, up or down, left or right, hyperspace object 1 or 0!!!!!!!!!
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I couldn't do anything but blip back and forth, one,zero,zero,one, black white, this, that, flipping like a fish on dry land gasping for water.
Ughh, that happened to me once on 3.5 g shrooms plus some Syrian rue. I also turned into an insect before entering that state. Not funny!  I think that trip turned me off from that combination, what a sh**** trip  Yay for low dose 2C-Xs!
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A curious cat named Avalokiteśvara really went out for it, and fortuitously ran straight into the electric fence. The guard, Mr Smith, has a peculiar way of dealing with such defiance, ultimately it's his occupation and lust, so he came to the scene of event and made sure the little adventurer would not show up again very soon.  I like to read your OP and the way you deal with it, so thanks for sharing. It seems there are no real new ingredients or new insights if I may say so, but to actually LIVE the spiritual-existential values as a true experience-in-person is quite another thing  My respect. 
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Trippikat
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In nothing, we find everything. When I look, I find myself everywhere. Welcome, Avalokiteśvara! This ape greatly looks forward to getting to know you.
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All we can see is our own past.
A higher perspective means that one perceives more perspectives at once.
But because you can take any perspective, all perspectives are you.
To gain a higher perspective you just need to surrender to whatever there is right now.
All we do is change perspectives - on what? On ourselves.
What are we? Nothing.
Written on 2c-b.
Peace and love.
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