Well I can see that it was just over four years ago since I started this thread. I've finally combined N,N and 5-MeO in the GVG...
It happened yesterday. The dose was relatively large. I figured I might be combining once and only once, so might as well be substantial. I loaded around 7mg 5-MeO and 20mg N,N into the GVG. I was quite nervous and my bowels were going crazy, as I was constantly going to the bathroom. My body always knows when something big is coming. I cleared my space, finish doing everything I need to, get comfortable, and just as I'm bringing the lighter to the GVG, I hear loud hollering from outside. 3 houses down, a family is teaching a toddler how to play catch and hit a whiffle ball. The family takes turns teaching the kid, and they are quite loud. I decide that the best thing to do is have some patience. The kid looked really young, and I decided it couldn't go on for much longer than 15 minutes. Turns out I was right down to the minute, and they went inside.
I sat down, calmed myself with some deep breaths and took one sole hit. It was a little more difficult than usual to keep the milky hit down, but I did and I cleared it. The way the air instantly turned, I knew I would be crazy to take a second hit. Now mind you, I had a puke bucket that I prepared to be right at my feet. Nevertheless, mere seconds after I exhaled, I found myself pulled to my feet as I lunged for the bathroom. I didn't exactly dry heave, but the intensity was just through the roof. I was begging to puke, but I was too disoriented to even really initiate dry heaving. I was gripping my face and body saying "oh fuck" ad nauseum (pun intended). This segued into "oh please, oh please, oh..." I finally started getting a grip. I don't think I was in the bathroom or that phase of the experience for too long, but man was that part of it unpleasant. During this time there were the weirdest part of the visuals on which I can make virtually no comment. It was just too bizarre. It was like I was a walking alien pattern.
So I make it back to the living room, and my whole world was buzzing very frantically. In retrospect, there were lots of perpendicular vibrations creating right angles everywhere. The patterns applied not just to my visual field, but to my tactile existence as well. I was feeling very euphoric like "drunken DMT" feelings. I danced around my living room saying "I guess this is it..." When I would look at my arms and hands, they would fade in and out of existence both visually and in touch, little portions at a time. My body was in quite the fluid state. I decided to turn on some barbershop quartet music of all things, and I sat back in my recliner.
With my eyes closed, I could see this big swath of silvery, chrome, gray DMT'ish patterns organically interweaving, creating a large energetic mass. I could quickly feel much of my bodily awareness dissolve, but it was pleasant and not threatening. From start to finish, it lasted about 25 minutes. The 5-MeO definitely overpowered the N,N to a good extent it should seem. The experience was completely devoid of any kind of plot or storyline that tends to accompany N,N experiences, regardless of how comprehensible said plot is. This was more like, "You are in this state." There were no entities or beings that I detected. I ended up flushing out the GVG after that. There was definitely another hit in there, but I decided against doing that again (in that dosage range), and I certainly wouldn't want that surprise lingering there, awaiting my forgetful future self.
"Science without religion is lame. Religion without science is blind" - Albert Einstein
"The Mighty One appears, the horizon shines. Atum appears on the smell of his censing, the Sunshine- god has risen in the sky, the Mansion of the pyramidion is in joy and all its inmates are assembled, a voice calls out within the shrine, shouting reverberates around the Netherworld." - Egyptian Book of the Dead
"Man fears time, but time fears the Pyramids" - 9th century Arab proverb