My first experience with psilocybin and mdma,
Sailing against the wind, crossing the ocean in stormy weather with a good friend,
My childhood.

What hobbies do you spend most time on, and why?

Reading, almost to an unhealthy level. I spend way too much time reading random stuff on ther internet. Why? I have an insatiable curiosity, and everything is connected? Often I tell myself that my #1 time killer is "better" due to not watching any TV at all, but words are limitless and one man can amass but a grain of sand of knowledge in the sahara during his ephemeral existence. I am trying to shift my focus from the external and gain in-sight, although it is not* easy.

What was the experience that caused a major perspective shift in your life?

10 years ago i had a major road traffic accident on my motorbike. Fractured pelvis, broken ribs, collapsed lung,damaged pancreas and spleen.fractured vertabrae and a ruptured aorta. I was put to sleep for 3 weeks in order for the aorta to repair. I survived and now see life as a gift. Everything from now on is a bonus and this has resulted in my life changing for the better in many ways.

Would you exchange morality for genuine happiness?

yessssssssssssssssssssssssss

is it necessary to ask a question ?

Only when you are sure the answer will not be what you expected.

When you look in the mirror, do you see in yourself what you see in others? Aura/spirit/soul etc.

I usually see a rather handsome, chronically confused man, possessing an abundance of both destructive and creative tendencies. I'd say it's what I usually see when I think of humanity as a whole, and to varying degrees it's what I see in individuals, as well.

What is the funniest thing you have personally witnessed?

When my family (parent's, my sister and I) were moving to Kentucky when I was 5 with my great grandmother along for the trip, she looks out the window and says "Oh would you look at all the buffalo" Eager to see an animal I've only ever seen pictures of, my sister and I look out and see no buffalo, we ask our nanny "Where? We don't see any" "Don't you see them? The buffalo? They're everywhere" we probably looked around for a solid 2-3 minutes because apparently they were everywhere "No we don't"... turns out they weren't buffalo, her rather poor distance vision had her mistaking ROUND HAY BAILS that were spread across the fields to dry for buffalo... everyone in the car including her couldn't stop laughing for I can't even tell you... I still giggle to this day just thinking about it.

What was the most terrifying/horrific thing you've ever seen?

Funny, a friend of mine used to call the black-plastic-wrapped haybales "bdsm bulls"
(they wrap the bales when there's too much rain)



I've seen really horrific stuff on the Internet but I'm guessing you mean in real life.
I must have had a nice life so far because it's hard to think of something... Seeing a legless man creeping on a pedestrian crossing in a busy city is one of the hardest things I've seen.

Would you kill your best friend if (s)he asked you to?

If it was in a euthanasia type situation where I'm killing them to end their suffering or pain I would kill any close friend or relative.

How similar were your first psychedelic experiences and your first sexual experiences?

Not simular in the least.

What is your biggest flaw?

Indecision.

How's your posture?

Amazing. I get compliments about my posture all the time. I have been working on it for years! I even own a special shirt (Intelliskin) for when I do long periods of desk work that holds my posture in perfect position. I know I'm rambling but I have the absolute best posture of anyone I know, except maybe my chiropractor who taught me about good posture. If anyone has any questions, I'd be geeked to talk more about it; it's such a great topic. Good posture changes your life.

Have you stolen anything while older than the age of 13, and how guilty do you feel about it?

Just random media on the internet. And not particularly, since I usually just watch old classic movies. If I like the music, I buy the artist's album; if I like the game, I support the developers and buy a copy.

What is something no one in your family knows about you?

That I dropped out of high school and that I'm not attending university anymore for my desired studies. I'm starting to pull myself out of the hole I've dug though, should be back on track within a couple months.


One year ago, did you think you'd become the person that you are today? What about two years ago? What do you think about the most?

No. In the past year I have moved up several positions at my job, got the greatest girl to stay with me another year, and was able to reconnect with family that I had not seen in years.

A little over two years ago...okay it is closer to 3.5 years really but bear with me... I started my road to recovery from methamphetamine. I am here now and meth free and very proud of that. I still find it hard to believe that I ever let myself go down that road but I feel I am a better person now because of it.

The thing I think about the most is music. Any and all forms. I love it!

What is the first/earliest thing your dad/mom taught you (that you can remember) and why do you think it stuck with you all these years?

Earlier 'rule of the world' my mom taught me was that I could do pretty much anything in life so long as it didn't hurt anyone else.

And this is something I live by even now, my decisions are mine, and no matter how weird and winding the path is I'm in it to do no harm and help when possible

How long do you expect to live?

I expect that I will live a good 500 years or maybe more. Depends on my perspective after I have lived multiple normal human life times. I'm pretty positive that sometime in the next 30 years or so we will start to slow down or even reverse aging and that before my usual time comes I will have had the ability to extend mine. I also have convinced myself since I was a kid that I will live forever.

What's the longest you've ever lasted during sex and how many orgasms were accomplished for you and your partner(s)?

20-25 minutes (including fore/postplay). 1 for me, 3 for them. I <3 weed

What is the first thing you do when you wake up?

I turn off the alarm clock, or hit the snooze button.

What's your worst habit?

It's different every morning, but lately, I lay in bed thinking, thinking of a specific reason for me to get up. Like, "make a pot of rice," or, "call this person," or "figure this part of my life out." There always needs to be a purpose.

What dream/life goal have you let go of?