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I called my bro back and he said he is fine, he just feels really dizzy. I assume its from drinking too much rue and hitting changa already with a decent amount of harmalas in it.

He told me he went to hyperspace and saw clowns having sex with a robot hooker, then the clowns threw her into a pile of garbage and insects started crawling out of her anus. Thats about all he said he saw that he can remember.


My lil bro just called me saying he prayed for 10 mins then asked for his kundalini to be awoken. He called primarily because he said he is now having a panic attack. He has never had one before. I have lived with panic attacks myself for a while now.

He said the he remembers being very aroused during the blast off. When he came down, he said he cant keep his thoughts together well and he feels panic. I am a bit worried, but I told him to relax and take a nap. I told him to put down the spice for a long time and just focus on his normal life. Anyway, he might have asked for something he wasnt ready for.

A side note, many of his blast offs, he would see a body with a green energy running through it with a dragon head, which I told him was Kundalini. I think he got the impression that kundalini is some sort of super human power that has no negative qualities.

All in all, i think he needs a long time away from the spice and return to regular life. He doesnt blast off but maybe once a month.

Yeah, Kundalini is a commonly misunderstood thing... It is very powerful, and if awakened too early, it can wreak havoc. It's not a "good" thing. It's a neutral awakening of power that brings a lot of stuff to the surface.

Last summer I had some kundalini energy risings. I was doing some sexual practices that were awakening it, as well as some psychedelics. There were a few times where I thought I was dying. It's powerful stuff! I prefer now to let kundalini awaken naturally, on its own accord, rather than trying to summon it up. If you let it be, it will arise when you are ready. Dangerous stuff.

It all sounds hokey or lofty until you've experienced it for yourself.

Yes, I had a kundalini awakening on Mdma at the peak. I dont know if I would have started having panic attacks had it not awoken, but I do have them. Sounds like my bro opened pandoras box. I feel very bad since he has a highly stressful job as a professional in his line of work. I just hope it was not a true awakening and he calms down. I stupidly kept talking to him about his visions being related to kundalini, and i gave him the impression it was something magical with no hardships to go along with it. How irresponsible I am. I hope his anxiety passes.

For grounding a kundalini experience, I suggest

eating animal protein
lots of aerobic exercise (swimming, jogging, etc)
sex, maybe

This is a pretty good book on someone going through a kundalini awakening on his own.