I began using DMT in December of the previous year. I had not had extensive experience with psychedelics at that point and still do not consider myself very experienced. I extracted the DMT from Acacia confusa, and my first experiences with DMT were all via vaporization. I do not know if it is from my lack of mental preparedness, lack of experience, fear of committing all the way, or just improper set or setting, but it has been very hard for me to breakthrough, and the times that I have gotten a higher dose in my system fast enough the majority of my experiences have been chaotic.


This led me to try using DMT with harmalas from Syrian Rue for the past couple of months. I have now tried vaporized DMT with sublingual harmalas several times. This usually led to clearer trip, but I still felt like maybe I was not ready to delve deep with vaporized DMT.


I then decided to try oral DMT. The first brew I made using about 5 grams of Chaliponga with 3.5 grams of Syrian Rue tea. This was a world of difference from any of my previous experiences. This experience was very emotional and healing. During the first half of the trip my mind focused on different things that have been causing sadness and unrest in my life. It encouraged me to break down some of my emotional barriers and go through these thoughts in my mind, and while I did not feel very positive during this part I knew it was beneficial for me to do so. The second half of the trip became much more euphoric and my thoughts were more focused on the awesomeness of existence, my mind continued to run at a fast pace with “enlightened” thoughts. Whenever any of the thoughts seemed particularly amazing, it would send a mini explosion of euphoria into my head.


The next experience followed the next day, I tried using a brew of Acacia confusa and Syrian Rue. Unfortunately naseua presented itself much more and I purged within 10 minutes of consuming the acacia. This led to a diminished trip, but which was still emotional. The following week I tried and acacia brew again and even after decanting the sediment the brew still got to my stomach pretty quickly.


Fast forward a month and a half to last Tuesday. I haven’t used dmt or any psychedelic for a while besides a little bit of changa I made. I have been very busy and stressed by school and felt not capable of tripping in that mind set, but when exams had finished I decided to try pharmahuasca for the first time. 200mg of freebase harmalas from Syrian rue, with 40 mg of DMT freebase dissolved in orange juice. The effects here were much more similar to my first experience, when I used Chaliponga as my DMT source. The effects were not very strong, but my mind was sent once again to this very emotional zone. I felt much sadness throughout the first two hours, as the pharmahuasca was helping me release emotional tension that I had been holding inside. I was fairly tired at that point and decided to take a couple of hits of Cannabis before sleeping. As soon as I did that my mindset changed to a much more positive space, with amazing thoughts about interconnectedness, with a lot of the major themes of ecology going through my head. At a point I felt like I was very close to experience ego death from the way my thoughts were processing and after a little over an hour I ended up falling asleep.


After all of these experiences with oral DMT I have felt revitalized. I feel that for beginners interested in dmt, it should be encouraged for them to try oral DMT especially if they are having difficulties with vaporizing it. I did not realize the potential of oral dmt when I first became interested with dmt. Oral dmt + MAOI might not me into hyperspace, (though it could with sufficient dose or preparedness), but for me it has given me a much more grounding experience, which I believe will only enhance what I get from vaporizing DMT. I plan on taking Pharmahuasca again next week with around 50 or 60mg of DMT to see where that take me. I am also currently finishing up 69ron’s mescaline acetate tek and I hope to begin working with mescaline some this summer.

Best wishes,
Mondo

Very cool! I like how you described your experiences. The emotional aspect is so important and you tapped right into those emotions. Sounds like you received some healing. How do you feel these experiences have helped you in reality? Do you see life differently now? Do you see yourself differently?

This post has me pumped to try Pharmahuasca in a week or two. Very interested in having a similarly healing experience.