Nexus brethren, April 2012 was my entry into dmt alternate space. I've been integrating since. Being an "old man"(53y), generally schooled in psychedelia since my open minded adolescence that included relatively temperate use of multiple entheogens(cannibanoids, lsd, mdma, phenethylamines, psilocybin),I have, as an allopath, spent significant years mastering my craft(anesthesiology), never forgetting, but not experiencing, intense mystic release.
2007 found me dangerously depressed. SSRI's did not help. Personal lack of contact with a nexus for entheobotanical guidance was painfully real. Contact with salvia and amanita(easy through i-net) reminded me that phytobotanical ecstasis might be at my doorstep.
Thanks to the Nexus, I recognized that plant teachers were abundant. Possessing a bit of alchemical prowess, but not yet prepared for "extraction", I embarked upon the personal ayahuasca/anahuasca path. The details are not particularly important, however, with guidance from Nexians................ I stepped into the inexplicable void of white light that is DMT. Thankyou!