Jesus came to me in a vision and said he just made a new batch of spice, used poormans tek again, best yield yet and cleanest looking but its not as strong as the last (very waxy) stuff also doesn't seem as scary maybe more dmt than "jungle"?
Anyway ive been building myself back up to breakthrough again, started with one small scoop with the corner of a stanley blade (i still havent got scales) and worked up to five on my latest try ,i wouldnt say it was a breakthrough compared to the last time but was still very weird and very nice.
So i loaded the pipe, sat down on the kitchen floor and started to smoke before i could have second thoughts (ive found this has helped since my last terrifying trip). Took three hits (although i think i vaped most on the second as i didnt get much from third)
laid back and closed my eyes. The usual kaleidoscopic patterns were there and the noise was starting to build but i found myself analysing the trip too much and thinking "is this going to be a breakthrough?" then i realised this was stopping me going further so i took a deep breath and relaxed.
Then the patterns started to take the form of a woman but made of ever changing fractal patterns and i could feel a female presence on top of me making love to me she was kissing and cuddling me then she leant back and was riding me I didnt feel overly aroused but felt a massive sense of love. We were making love for a few more minutes with her body constantly morphing with incredible colours when i felt myself starting to come down and i said to her in my head (or maybe i said it out loud) that i want to stay here with her. She smiled at me and then i was back but still feeling the love. I was smiling and almost crying with happiness. This was one of the weirdest trips ive had, i have a girlfriend that i love with all my heart so its not like im desperate for love. Dont really know what to make of it. Tried to trip again that night but didnt get far will try again soon. Thanks for reading. Peace and love.
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