So I had purchased two meth pipes and planned on smoking freebase N, DMT in the oil burner. I loaded up the bowl with varying amounts of the crystals starting with 30 and going as high as 60mg when I got the hang of things. I had problems breaking through the first few times, which is common, I did a lot of research on this. It is all about technique. I have a special blowtorch lighter that is super-hot with a blue, long flame. It is all about vaporising the DMT and getting a clear white smoke that tastes of spicy flowers and numbs your lips and tongue. This is obtained by making sure that the flame does not touch the DMT directly instead heating the glass to a huge degree and rolling the super-heated molten liquid DMT until it turns to a vapour. Doing this while sucking on the other end of the pipe to fill your lungs you have only about three giant inhalations (and holding in your lungs for as long as possible) before you tear through the fabric of our perception and jump onto another plane of existence. This is the hard part for me by myself as I am scared that I will drop the hot glass pipe. I sit on cushions on the floor and when I feel like I am about to pass out I put the pipe down quickly on a towel and use the last of my energy to lie down on the couch. My last look at the room shows an incredible place with complex and tiny, but intricate geometric patterns that make the room glow with a preternatural light from within. I started to feel the couch beneath me and become one with its softness and then became one with the air around me as if there as a great pressure all around me, then it spread to my head and all around my body as I became flooded with oneness. I was then in a place I can only refer to as hyperspace. It had dimensions beyond height, width, colour etc. and operated outside the things that we can see and feel in this world. It was like seeing dark matter or something beyond reference of comparison. The things that I saw and the definition in which I saw them was unbelievable. I have made contact with beings and they have given me messages. I am completely changed. For instance I am no longer a definite atheist. I am right now agnostic and may even drop that for some sort of shamanic shit in the near future. I saw things that I cannot explain. I'm not sure when the experience ended in a serious way, that is the part where I was disconnected from my body, but I think it was about 5/7 minutes. I had Panda Bear playing the first time that I broke through and his music sounded like a running river in the background as I was hearing on another frequency at new sounds. Crazy shit. I had such and afterglow and decided to go for a walk in the sun. When I got back I felt great and sat down in the chair, I had something on the TV and was chilling out smoking weed with my vaporiser.
Part 2: Jupiter and Beyond the Infinite.
This is where things got weirder. I was sitting on the couch when bang I just didn't know how my consciousness got in my body and I started freaking out. Everything felt like it was assaulting my consciousness and senses of the physical world. All the senses hearing, sight, touch were amplified beyond belief. I went to bed, after repeating to myself that I didn't know what was going on and that I was confused and scared, I went on the google machine to see what other people did when they felt that way after DMT. Seems that I was not the only one to have had this sort of spiritual breakthrough where you understand that your consciousness can survive death and lives on. That's the biggest thing that I have ever had happen to me since I stopped believing in god as a young kid. Do I believe in god now? I'm not sure. I'm going to have to go deeper to know. Next, I have to get some Ayahuasca - You can make the state last 4/5 hours and it is easier to control than smoking the DMT. This is so freaky that it fits in so closely with the vision that I had when taking a massive dose of NBOMe. I had this out of body prophesy, it will lead to people growing closer together and to enlightenment. The first stage will be hard and involve injury, but the blood I saw turns from red to orange and green and blue liquids and these bubble from honeycombed styled shapes into a dissolve that becomes a bright, infinite life, I know I will soon turn to this light and that I will share it with those around me. What I saw is this. Proof that our consciousness can escape either out of our mind or into our mind to another place of raw data to teach us about ourselves and the universe. This is there I got into the Alan Watts videos, the consciousness videos went deeper in the subject, and were helping me to know where I was and answer the question of how my infinite spirit got into this body. I could name things around me again and named the book and the radio and the bed. Surprisingly, I could use the computer fine the whole time, I just couldn't look at the world. So I pulled the curtains and put on transcendental meditation videos. Essentially, this is two hours of me having a panic attack with my heart beating through my chest and I am lying down with relaxing guided meditations to help me turn on my pineal gland again (which induces hallucinatory states by releasing the DMT that your body produces naturally). I tranced out again. Here I was hearing the meditation through headphones and became one with sound, my heart slowing and my breathing slowing to what I would guess was once every three minutes or something (well that’s how it felt). I am for real, my heart slowed down to the point of death. I thought I was dead. I then moved my body into a lying position with my legs up and took off all my clothes as I was entering and leaving more confidently the trance like state. I became happier as my heart slowed and had visions of the future that repeated the ones I had on the NBOMe. It has made me so confident that how I saw the world up until this point was incomplete. This has changed life and I must follow it. If more people knew about this spirit world we would be living in a different way. I am going to meditate at least two hours a day in future. I have been beneath the surface and seen the universal consciousness. How can I go on living my life in the same way? I am never going to feel the same again. I am reborn, I have been listening to something that I thought was my essence when truly it was hidden from me all this time.
TL;DR. I communicated with something from another dimension. I completely freaked out. I felt like I died and went to a super real dimension/space. Hyper-reality. Then I became completely confused I didn't know who or what I was or how my consciousness got in my body. I mean my heart was beating so fast. I tried to sleep but I was too scared. I watched videos on consciousness and got onto transcendental meditation videos. After 6 hours of this, going and into and out of a trance like state and having a vision of the future, I was convinced I had lost my marbles. Now please don't think that I'm crazy, I took 10mg of the 25b-NMBOMe prior to this and I passed out and I guess had a seizure and really inured myself scratched my back and during this time while having an out of body experience. In that state, I saw the future and I knew that I would find this ‘Spirit Molecule’ that defies explanation. I also saw many other things about my future and not all of them are good, I know at one point I will fall and injure my head badly. I have seen it in two visions now. What do you fellow DMT users think of this? Am I going crazy? I never thought something like this could be real or happen to me? I would like to connect with anybody who is interested and hear about your experiences and how you questioned your belief system or have changed your world view.