Hi everybody,
it will be hard work for me to explain this but i will try my best
12 days ago i tried some changa and experimented a liitle bit with the dosage...i wrote it down
hereOn the next day my head still had this tingling sensations...not painfull just tingling all the time.
Then on friday i went to a party, didn`t think about the tingling and my trip...but it was still there.
At this party i did some other drugs....it was a nice rave with nice people. Later in the morning, we left and had an after hour by my friend. The tingling was still there. There we did some mxe...i never did it before but i was in the mood to try it out. I had a nice feeling an everything was fine. Then before some friends left the afterhour, i smoked some wheed. Normally i don`t smoke while i am with other people. Most of the time i am getting paranoid and i am feeling uncomfortable. Well...same thing this time. But it wasn`t the first time for me, so i thought i could handle it.
So i also left the afterhour with a friend. And for the first time i tried to explain somebody, why i felt so unsafe in this situation. I had a very low self-confidence. This paranoid feeling. Thinking about every sentence i have said and every sentence somebody else says. But it didn`t work so well, cause while i was explaining, the same thing happened. So i said, i just need some sleep and everything is good tomorrow.
I went to bed and tried to sleep...but it didn`t work. There were this anxieties in my mind. Why is this tingling still there? Do i have a psychosis now? There was a real big thought-knot in my brain and i couldn`t unknot it. And when i thought i got it, another mean thought came up to me. After some time i felt asleep. On the next morning my first thought was my tingling in my head...damned it was still there. So the conversation in my head started again.
It was a very strange feeling the whole day...and it`s so hard to explain...it just felt very uncomfortable. Like thinking all the time about getting crazy or not getting crazy and what is craziness , what is a psychosis. ?
On the next morning i went to work..but the tingling was still there. I couldn`t concentrate because all my thoughts were still by this tingling sensations. The next two days i had some friends by me and talked about my situation but never about everything, cause i didn`t want them to worry about me. So on the third day i felt better, still the tingling but not the thoughts anymore, that i might getting crazy. I have some homework after this crazy days. I never worked it out, why i feel so uncomfortable/paranoid when i smoked wheed, i just quit smoking wheed. I still don`t want to start

, but i want to work on this. And there were 2 other instructions for me i didn`t realize before and i have to work on. I didn't listen to my lesson...
Later that evening, with not much sleep and after work i did sport and at the beginning i felt very good. After 30 minutes it happened again..this thoughts came up...this tingling started again and i was in a panicked state. I tried to come down and it worked out. But the thought about to drive home in a car by myself with this condition was making me nervous again. The way back home was really exhausting for me and normally i am a pretty calm person. I never had this mistrust in my abilities and my spirit.
After this days it was getting better and and better but the tingling is still there. It feels like when i am getting stressed it tingles more than before. Or like i can feel which part of my brain is working at the moment. I don't know why it's still there, but it started with my last changa experience hyperslap situation. My head was so hot at this trip...like i am toasting my brain. Does anybody else had this tingling sensation in his head before? What do you guys think is the reason? I know i did some bad stuff to me this evening, alcohol and a lot of partydrugs...but normally i'm fine after a few days....never had this brain feeling before...
I hope it's intelligible in some kind of way

and i'm thankful for every opinion