caecus unum
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Ok I think I broke into hyperspace from an acrb brew. what I'm wonder is just how far this rabbit hole goes or even if it was hyperspace. I had very little ove action but immediately after I purged I set my bucket down and laid down as I was laying down it was like a darkness swallowed me I closed my eyes and allowed myself to fall into the darkness I kept hearing audio hallucinations like a never-ending series of echoes. And then I seen several points of light that were triangular in shape the began to spin and grow until I was floating in this expanse of spinning color swirls almost kaleidoscope like setting. I have never felt so calm and terrified at the same time. In total I was in this space for just over an hour. I'd like to note that we'll I don't believe I got strong ove I do remember attempting to open and close my eyes but even when I felt myself open my eyes I was still in this spinning world of colors still not sure if I managed to actually open my eyes.
Now that I think I've broke though my next goal is to find an entity I am especially intrested in finding one of these elves. If 8 grams of acrb brought me to that point how much more do you think I'll need before I'll encounter a dmt entity
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aj4722 wrote:
Now that I think I've broke though my next goal is to find an entity I am especially intrested in finding one of these elves. If 8 grams of acrb brought me to that point how much more do you think I'll need before I'll encounter a dmt entity
Careful what you wish for. Not everybody or everything plays nice
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caecus unum
Posts: 25 Joined: 24-Jan-2015 Last visit: 01-May-2015
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Thank you for your concern but as a young a somewhat stupid teenager I abused dph on several occasions. Once led to a imaginary man in a trenchcoat following my around for 2 days ever since I've been very interested in these types of encounters. one of my most terrifying experience's I never seen the entity itself but I believe that the mushroom spirit took interest in me on one of my endeavors. It was the strongest presence I've ever felt I felt like it was watching me amused in the same way a person might watch a fly trapped between window panes and be amused.
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You don't find them, they find you! Sine experientia nihil sufficienter sciri potest -Roger Bacon *γνῶθι σεαυτόν*
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Posts: 105 Joined: 17-Jan-2015 Last visit: 06-Feb-2022
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aj4722 wrote:Ok I think I broke into hyperspace from an acrb brew. .....Now that I think I've broke though my next goal is to find an entity I am especially intrested in finding one of these elves. If 8 grams of acrb brought me to that point how much more do you think I'll need before I'll encounter a dmt entity  What have you learned from your previous experiences? AND What do you plan on achieving or gaining when you find an entity?
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caecus unum
Posts: 25 Joined: 24-Jan-2015 Last visit: 01-May-2015
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Well I spent a good portion of my time there reflecting on my past year and I came away with a few realizations. aya has amazed me because even though the it speeds my brain up it has a certain dead calmness to it that allows me to examine the events in my life without jumping all over the place the calmness allows me see things that are happening in my life as they are and not how I feel about them,( it's kinda hard to explain). At least for me. The thoughts kinda appear and refuse to leave till I've examined them as a whole. I took my last 2 trips as a way to kinda go over and accept or let go of difficult things in my life. But now that I've wiped alot off of my mind I want to go much deeper and yes I know that I couldn't have possibly covered everything that would be hard to deal with while tripping but it's a good start. And as far as the whole entity thing I want to compare it to other entities I have encountered I want to see if they would be fake and artificial feeling. Or will I shake in my boots in awe of such a powerful Feeling presence. Or perhaps they are Similar to the watchers that I've encountered before.
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I like that. And your integration seems spot on. Most that I have meet in my travels are around to help and heal. Some just want my attention. Best of luck and travel safe.
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