Hey guys, my first trip with DiMiTri was quite scary, but a great experience in the end.

The setting was in my room, with the light dimmed, in silence sitting at my desk on the chair. The plan was to migrate to my bed after taking the hits.

I use a homemade "machine" made by taking a chillum I bought from Nimbin and stuffing it with with a bit of coarse steel wool. The dose was approx 30mg.

Anyway I was pretty relaxed, took one hit, felt like a big one in my lungs, it was waaaay more smooth than I thought it would be, as even vaporized marijuana can sometimes really make the throat tickle. But not with DiMiTri, it went down smoothly and I held it in as long as I could. When I took the hit I immediately noticed the weird taste, it wasn't quite plastic like as people have described. The taste made me think of a cyberpunk kind of world which was strange, but I still somehow associate the flavour of DMT with that.

After the first hit I felt really strange, something I can't describe except to say an emptiness within my whole body. I felt something in my head turn on, which I feel on most psychedelics I've taken, like a lightbulb switching on in the middle of my head. I assume this is the pineal gland although I am not certain.

At that point I fully committed to the trip, was ready for it, so I took the second hit same as the first. Exhaled and a complete relaxation came over me, open eye visuals became immediately apparent when things started to swirl and morph in a way I've never seen on any psychedelic before. It was amazing, so I closed my eyes and started to see a kind of 3d tetris world which I was skydiving into, sort've like a city of many tall skyscrapers but every block was a different colour and I was falling into that.

I realized I've got to take the third hit as I planned to. So I quickly got on with it and I must've been tripping too hard already or something but when I took that hit I think I burnt it cos I got a very plastic taste with very harsh vapor. I reckon I just held the flame too close or something. But yeah to the people that taste plastic, I think you guys are burning the DMT.

Once I took that hit I felt like I layed down in bed straight away as this drug took effect. I felt really cold at that moment I layed down. Like I was thrown out into a blizzard or something. I started shivering and my body started shaking and then my teeth started clattering, this is the coldest I've ever felt in my life. Like I was on top of Mt Everest completely naked... Felt like I was convulsing because of how hard I was shaking. At this point I think I went into a mild state of shock, I felt so confused and didn't know what was happening to me, absolute confusion is all I felt.

I curled up into the fetal position as I looked up into the corner of my ceiling and saw it collapse into a variety of colourful geometrical shapes which blasted out towards me, flipped around and seemingly shattered/blew apart. The colours that were most apparent to me is purple, blue and red. I distinctly remember seeing the air conditioning vent kaleidoscoping if thats a word and shrinking smaller and smaller before all these shapes somehow blasted into view. Honestly these words hardly describe it but it's the best I can do.

I don't believe I broke through. It's hard to remember the first half of the trip due to the shock I felt from the cold feeling. Has anybody had something like this?

A significant thing I remember seeing on my trip was a brunette woman whom I'm not familiar with. I was looking at her from the side. She then turned and looked at me, scrunched up her face in a kinda disturbing way and then her face shattered like glass. Then I was back to seeing geometrical shapes and whatnot.

When I started coming down my body felt less and less cold and I eventually was no longer shivering.(a couple mins after feeling like I was coming down) Visuals were still apparent although a fraction of the intensity of what I was seeing before. Still same sort of visuals though, dancing geometrical shapes, etc.

This was the best part of the trip to me, I felt a warmness inside me, not a physical warm but like a comforting maternal warmth? I was in complete bliss and full of love. I can't describe it, like I was in a womb of somesort kinda LOL a cosmic womb and something/I started to talk to me/myself. But the intelligence came from somewhere else, not myself although I felt like I was hearing my own voice?

It was a self psychotherapy almost. I immediately realized some barriers I've put up in my relationship with the other half and with one of my parents which is preventing me from being closer to them. Another thing I realized is that even though I like to think of myself as open minded I'm actually close minded about some things. So basically I wasn't really a truly open minded person at all. There were also some other things that were quite personal. But the comedown part of the trip really helped me come to realization about a lot of things about my self.

I realized I was basically sober when I noticed the light was still on in my room with my eyes closed.

Anyway, great trip overall. Amazing trip!

The coldness bit really did confuse and scare the shit out of me for a bit, I don't know what's up with that. Kinda scared to go for another adventure with DiMiTri.

Can anyone shed some insight on that? I do get cold on psilocybin too, but only a little bit, a blanket or jumper sorts that. But this was the most intense cold ever that came over me so quick. It was insane.

Anyway, hope you enjoyed my first trip on DMT.

Love, Nibbana

Great report! Sound like an intense first experience. And a good one. Thank you for posting!



I can totally relate to this.

I can't comment on the (extreme) coldness tough as I don't experience it like that.

Nice report

As for the pineal gland stuff, I would avoid most of the nonsense people spew about it, but it's mostly just made up twaddle copied from Strassman. 5-HT2A receptors on the other hand...

The cold feeling is quite common, I think it is something to do with a physical reaction to DMT but general nervousness definitely contributes to it. Sometimes you may not feel this at all. Sometimes it can be quite warm and pleasant.

Nice report. Sounds like you had a productive journey and took a few things from it. Btw hyperspace is cold, burrrr. I have felt cold at times then realize my hands are sweaty. Other times it can be a warm rush. Happy journeys

I've experienced really bad shivers and cold feelings on big doses of THC. In my experience it was a combination of actually being a little bit cold along with some other factors (psychological?). I got some really warm socks and kept a blanket handy and the problem went away. It seems like a simplistic answer but it's probably worth a try.

Sounds like an interesting trip. You're a braver man than me, starting with 30mg.

Ah thanks for enlightening me on that, really uninformed about the brain itself tbh.

I definitely think the nervousness was a huge part of it. I was pretty damn scared before the trip with DiMiTri ahahaha and rightfully so in my opinion!

I know now that with all my experience with psychedelics (LSD, psilocybin, 2ce, 2cb, 25i-Nbome, MDMA) nothing could have prepared me at all for the intensity of a DMT experience. The intensity of the come up was just inconceivable.

Hoping to have a warmer experience next time probably gonna get snuggled up in a blanket first ahaha.

Thanks for reading guys

I do believe that your blood pressure is dropping a bit, nothing to be concerned about. I know that it can cause a spike in your blood pressure but just as the peak is coming down that cold feeling creeps in. It can be difficult to keep warm, I would suggest the blanket and perhaps warmer clothes. Don't be alarmed but don't completely ingore it. Prepare for it like you would if you were going on an actual exploration. Listen to the subtle cues of your body, isn't this why we meditate in the first place?

As was said, getting the occasional deep coldness that pervades the experience, has happened quite a few times in all my experiences.

Don't expect warmness nor coldness. Welcome whatever comes about with open arms. No matter if it cold, warm, hot, etc ...they're transient... allow yourself not to get bound by these feelings/sensations. As was said ...welcome it all with open arms.



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Hey guys,

I know I posted this quite a while ago but wanted to reply because I was finally ready for another DMT trip recently.

20mg. Still so fkn intense!

Wanted to say I think the extreme cold is mostly a psychological thing. "Mostly" because, I can definitely conclude that all psychedelics make me feel somewhat cold for some reason...

But I think what happened was due to resistance of the DMT coming on because the other night I felt the extreme cold coming on again after taking my last hit, even though I was snuggled up nice and warm in my blankets already, but when it came I had to let go, just welcome whatever comes with open arms as Tattvamasi said, I completely relaxed my body, went limp and BOOM!

Ego dead. Can't even describe it. DMT trips for me are very hard to put into words or even process for that matter. Takes me a couple days.

It always seems to hit me like a nuke. Something I'm not used to, which is why I guess I resist it, like last time when the cold came on I was definitely fighting it in some way.

I thought I was well versed with letting ago, something I've learnt from countless psilocybin trips, but man the intensity of DiMiTri is just... wow. Just kinda hard for me to resist at first.

Anyway guys, just wanted to report back.

To the people out there that experience the same thing. Just let go! To me it's like relaxing your body, letting it go completely limp. But mentally limp. Hahaha Don't resist take whatever comes with a smile and love.

Thanks for replying everyone.

<3 Nibbana