Chadaev wrote:So this is a curious zone impregnated with a kind of ideology which allows or compels authenticity? Or is it the sloughing off of everyday human ideology which provides, by comparison, the sense of authenticity?
I think Zizek would say that here we have the (fantasy of) a big Other who stands behind the discredited socio-symbolic big Other...
My sense, all the same, is of being in the presence of an ancient power-energy. It makes me feel like a neophyte, someone entering unprepared into the oceans of the immortals, or quasi-immortals, because no preparation is enough. Still, I'm still unsure how exactly it has changed me.
While I "feel" authentic in hyperspace, it is important to recognize that these feelings themselves are an illusion. Maybe like you say I am just tossing human ideology aside for some other kind, but since I can really only remember the human world in which I was raised, one could argue this is a no-ideology-zone, since ideology is a human concept, to our knowledge. At the same time it could just be an illusion, but any time I lose all notion of space, time, and identity and only maintain my awareness I see that as an adventure in objectivity.
I am an epistemological solipsist, which means I the only objective fact that I can know is that I am aware, or that I have an awareness as opposed to not having one (I am conscious). Nothing else is certain. While I believe other people and things to exist somehow, I have no solid, objective proof at the moment and do not anticipate any. I'm not saying these other things don't exist; I'm just saying that I can't be sure of their existence at this time.
During moments of self-perceived enlightenment I return to this primal state of existence where the only thing I am is my awareness. DMT is so odd in that I go to this state, but then I see crazy hyperspatial entities and environments. So while I feel more authentic, I still posit that I am having a subjective experience, and another person in the exact same place/time/mindset/whatever in hyperspace would be experiencing something completely different.
I feel this is why a lot of people claim that "it's all in your head, all creations of your mind." I think that this view doesn't do the experience justice; it makes DMT seem like just like a hallucination that can teach you stuff if you're lucky. But I see it as an exploit in considering these very things, and when you can crack your mind open to experience two, three, to an infinite number of different things at the same time, then you have truly broken all lenses on how beings interact with whatever this is that surrounds us.
Chadaev wrote:Ja! Zizek's way of extracting himself from ideology, as far as I can tell, is to identify with what he calls, following Freud and Lacan, 'death drive', or put otherwise, immortal libido-mortido. But I wonder how that identification comes about. And I'm certain that the liberation opened up by psychoactive molecules goes to places unimagined by Zizek. That is, there is a kind of 'ideology critique' available here which social theorists have barely touched on... So what do we become on the other side of the veil??
I have always wondered what Zizek thinks about psychedelics. I was fascinated by the part in "The Pervert's Guide to Ideology" when he talks about the glasses in "They Live" that allow people to see critique of ideology. I've watched the movie plenty of times and every time I think a lot about how the glasses are really an analogy for LSD or psychedelics in general.
I see critique of ideology everywhere when I use psychs, and they have allowed me to see it in my everyday life as well (thus fulfilling Zizek's desire of not having to "put on ze glasses" for critique of ideology). Now it's not as explicit as John Nada of course, but I realize the motivations behind all of these "things" in society, ushc as TV shows, advertisements, objects, people's actions and expressions, etc.
I've decided that I'm going to trip in a forest next time, so the only human ideology I'll be confronted with is a bench or something like that. Seeing society this way tends to ruin things for me. Any time I watch a show on psychs it is completely ruined for me afterward, and I think my last few experiences ruined fictional shows completely for me.
To get on the other side of the veil, like you ask, involves use of psychedelics and study of social science in my opinion. You also need to think about this kind of stuff constantly to not fall back into ideological traps, and you need to be aware of all of your personal biases, no matter how deep. The cost of this however is minor insanity and loneliness.
I've met very few people in my travels who are willing to admit completely different worldviews and acknowledge subjectivity to the level that I do, and most see me as weird or crazy if I start blabbing about it. I'm glad I have a couple close psychedelic buddies and the Nexus to entertain and motivate all of these thoughts!
"Think for yourself and question authority." - Leary
"To step out of ideology - it hurts. It's a painful experience. You must force yourself to do it." - Žižek