How much money do you make per year (dollar amount) and how much do you have saved exactly?

About twenty four thousand per year, after almost thirty years of living I only have around seven thousand saved. No shame.




How many sexual partners have you had?

Never kept count. more than i can count on two hands i guess.

Fuck Barbera for the loving.
Marry Operah for the money,
i must have killed the wife
because she been missing!

You have three wishes ...

How often do you masturbate?

Used to be once a day. Been working on abstinence recently, 2-3x a week now, prefer to save myself for sex. I can actually go a full week before an Aya / Pharma experience, which was previously unheard of for me. It's not easy, but has taught me a lot. Porn wasn't a positive influence on my life.

What life experience has had the most profound effect on how you treat others?

Maybe when i traveled around with no money, really got to see the best and worst of people.

UHM... YOU HAVE THREE WISHES! (No wishing for wishes. That is obviously against the rules.)

1. A psychedellic compound with zero bodyload or stomache discomfort

2. An infinite supply of said compound

3. A job that pays well & requires nothing but using said compound correctly & plenty of integration & reflective time between uses

Worst thing you've ever been arrested for?

Shoplifting things to sell to buy heroin with. Thrice. Last time, Arrested and searched, police found a gram of H, a bottle with 6 illicit clonopins, which he put back in my pocket for the ride to the station. I'm double jointed and was able to reach up into my breast pocket open the bottle and eat them on the way, handcuffed. When we drove into the jail, he went down two levels past the sallyport into the sub basement, parked, got out and retrieved my backpack from the trunk which contained the gram. Then he took it into a little room and came back empty handed and proceeded to drive me back up to booking. When i asked what i was going down for he told me i had a warrant, and was that enough, meaning was i going to keep my mouth shut re the heroin. I did.

In booking, he took the pill bottle out of my pocket and dumped it on the counter but nothing came out. He shook it then looked at it, and me, shook his head avg wrote 'empty prescription bottle' on my slip. I actually slept the first day and woke up in hell. No more, no more .

What do you regret having done or been participant to?

This may sound a little silly and frivolous, but honestly I regret not being smoother with women back in high school and not learning to be confident until an older age. I experienced a lot of anxiety resulting from early high school problems, and none of it was really resolved until I got into weed and psychedelics near the end of HS. To know that it would have been so easy to just be myself earlier on would have helped the younger DMTheory a lot.

Have you ever not loved one of your direct family members? Why not?

I have similar regrets on the subject, but I still have not developed the confidence I would like to have with women to whom I am attracted.


No. I can absolutely say that I have never not loved one of my family members. I have family members that I do not particularly like, but I still love them very much.

Now it's my turn... Next poster, what is the most embarrassing or most recent embarrassing sexual/romantic encounter you have been involved in?

I'm not proud of this, but when I was younger I slept with my girl friend in the same room as her dad... I know, pretty strange thing to do. It was in Paris when she was looking at universities and I hadn't seen her in a few months. Seemed like the only option at the time. He never woke up luckily.

For next poster: what was the last thing that made u cry? (happy or sad)

The last time I cried was after my wife moved out after 10 years of marriage. Divorce is difficult. Moving on to a new life now with hopefulness!

Tell us a story about something you are fearful of. What do you fear most?

I fear that humanity is going to collectively walk right off the edge of the environmental disaster cliff.


For the next poster: What gives you hope?

The pure love you can find under the "ego hood" followed by the thought of a critical mass

What is the worst thing you posted on the nexus ?

The end result of a joint, followed by a bottle of red.

Does the end justify the means?

Only if the end is a new beginning

Why does he ask this question?

perhaps he is not happy where he is in life, yet he can still see the far off goal.



are you afraid of being alone?

no, being alone is my favorite state.

do you enjoy the company of others?

YES. Adore it.

What your favourite thing to masturbate to?