So I figured it was time for me to share my first trip report! I have been puting this off for several reasons. I am not a confident writer, and I'm not sure I can truly explain my experiences. My journeys have been amazing to say the least. But I'm pretty sure I can't recall a good 90% of them.
I have tripped almost ten times now. The first two real breakthroughs have almost faded by now but the thing I found interesting about them was that I went to the exact same place in both trips. A smooth black room with a floating, morphing mass of color and light pouring out on to me. My first breakthrough scared the hell out of me at first. I took 40mg and kept my eyes open. I was very disoriented. My experiences in last two days flashed in an out of my vision. Time was all mixed up. I stared at an air hockey table I have leaned against the wall. The lines and circles float off and burn into my vision. I'm panicking. I close my eyes only to find they are made of glass and I still see the entire room. Once I talk myself down I enjoy an impressive display of crystal clear shapes and shiny colored goo. Fantastic, but I was very nervous to trip again. A common occurancce in all my trips has been a funnel of sorts pouring psychedelic plasma into my chest. So vivid and clear! One of the last times I went twice in one sitting. The first was great but I can't recall much. The second took me to a pair of entities. I only looked at one and he appeared as the joker, purple and green. A mile tall and pencil thin. Reminded me of Morpheus from sandman. Seemed a bit condescending. "Really? You're back? I don't know what else you want but here I guess" he drops what I'll call a yo-yo. I watch in awe as it spins and morphs. I feel treated like a baby as if he's jingling keys to entertain me. I feel the second entity close by. I don't look but I feel that she is female. She tells the joker to be nice, as if he's teasing me. I don't feel scared or threatened. Totally at peace. I am just an observer at this point in my journeys. One thing that keeps coming to me is the strong desire to share this with others. I definitely want to be cautious about who and make sure they are properly prepared.
Hey thanx for taking the time to read my nonsense and a big thanx to the nexus for getting me started! I look forward to exploring much more.

Congrats on your first steps.

Your journeys will probably change over time. Make sure you are integrating and taking the time to process what's happening. Even if you think there is nothing.

Some times the journeys seems to repeat or be of the same type. You can always try changing your set and setting. Or taking a break, I know it can be hard in the start when your ready to explore.


Sounds like your off to a great start.
Have you tried adding any harmalas to your journeys? Extracted or brew? It can add a whole extra layer, depth, spirit and dimension to your experience.

Thanks for your report!

First time I smoked (my own extract) I got a breakthrough and met the DMT clown. Fascinating.
As Mz.Gypzy said, look into harmalas, they are a good addition, either sublingual, smoked or eaten. If you eat them, you can even combine them with eaten DMT for a voyage lasting hours.

EDIT: Be careful and read up on MAOI interactions before you start ingesting harmalas. Most of the warnings can be taken with a pinch of salt, but the warnings about SSRI's are very serious.

Safe travels!

Thanks for the report, and of course, welcome to the Hyperspace.