I had my first true psychedelic experience a few weeks ago.
This was Ayahuasca ceremony... then al-lad.
I had some amazing experiences, more beautiful realizations than I even thought possible, and since then I have been actively working on reintegration and bettering my life.
Much of what I learned was in regard to my body, and how I have treated it in the past and how I must treat it to come.
I realized a lot about my significance, but also my insignificance. The ceremony was quite beautiful, and while I didn't venture too deep into the emotional side of it, I had countless epiphanies and realizations which left me hysterical for I was being bombarded with so much information.
the second night was devoted largely to my dealing with the concept of myself not existing, or my entire existence being a part of a hologram of non "reality." I got over that, and it was beautiful. I felt so connected with everything the next morning, we went and ate fresh vegetables out of the garden (right out of the dirt,) and the trees still looked pulsing and were giving off auras of energy.
I have been working on a lot more art, this was something huge I took away from it all. I have been working on actively making new connections with people, new friends, and being an overall better and more confident person. I went into my speech class and gave a wonderful speech (I have public speaking anxiety pretty bad...) I realized a lot about how fear had been ruling much of my life for far too long, and my social anxieties where hindering me.
so, I didn't sleep from Friday morning, till Sunday evening at around 11. which was sort of wild...
My life has been positively impacted, and my consciousness will be forever changed... and
I cant wait to do it again. Thanks everyone!