This was the first low dose return to hyperspace in 2 years after a breakthrough that was more intense than I had been ready for. Can you even be ready??
For whatever reason today I was really feeling the call. I had some pre-prepared enhanced leaf of the electric sheep blend so here went nothing. Nervous is perhaps an understatement but I went ahead and tried teeny bit and while it was a little uncomfortable in such a small dose it was far from bad so I braved up to do slightly more.
I watched the trail of smoke floating into the the trees by my pool shimmer and melt before closing my eyes. There was an immediate reality shift in which all thoughts and sounds coalesced into one that was incomprehensible but the message was clear - don't try to understand, remember this. Allowing myself to let go I was gently flowing through lovely gradient scapes that pulsed and shifted through a variety of beautiful colour combinations. I could still sense my body existed but had lost my ability to think coherently and merely observed with all my senses.
Out of the sea of colours a large entity appeared coming toward me. Initially it appeared to be a great tiger but closer up I saw the body of a woman and the brief flash of wings of light. I felt that she loved me and was merging into me. I could feel it so gentle, loving and almost sexual. As she reached out I felt this pleasure and love run through me and I smiled clenching my fists wanting to merge and embrace but before we could she melted away and I opened my eyes to the sudden sound of a bird landing on the fence nearby.
I closed my eyes hoping to get back but I was flowing back through the previous scapes though I sensed her presence. For a moment I was frustrated at my lack of control here but I sensed her telling me it was all ok and I was guided back with her love.
This was the first time I'd met an entity so I was pretty excited. For the record I am a bi-curious but mostly straight female. Thanks for reading
Peace