So I almost broke through today, I'm pretty sure that this is the closest I can come without actually breaking through. Anyway, here's what I wrote in my journal after coming back
I'm so happy right now
The first hit sent me straight back to the plastic room, the second hit was tough because I couldn't tell if the bowl was cached or not, I probably didn't hold it in or hit all of it.
I closed my eyes and was in a room with a window and two women -- one was purple and the other was orange - they were dancing and twirling, the room was just bursting with colors and patterns. I felt like the orange woman was sorta egging me on like to smoke more. I should've tried to finish the bowl, but i was too amazed. I kept opening my eyes though :\
It felt good just to be there, I felt like a neon sign that can't decide what color it wants to be.
A man was there, im not sure when he got there. He was all black and had no features becides these piercing blue eyes -- I think he's made out of plastic. He must be the plastic world man. He was looking at me, well they all were, but his eyes made him more noticeable. I think he's sorta like a shepherd to guide people in and out of hyperspace.
The purple lady opened a smallish door/gateway and I believe the man crawled in. I opened my eyes again right when that was happening. When I closed them he was really close to me and just staring dead at me, he bonked me on the head pretty much saying to follow him into the doorway. I couldn't move, but that was the end of the trip.
The orange woman was the most excited of the three I guess, she was dancing so much and passing through the window? She was so beautiful. She gave me this orb thing, it was made up of spinning colors and was so amazing yet delicate. She was showing off how well she can dance and wanted me to be there.
The purple woman seemed more centered -- she pretty much kept to herself even though she was dancing. I'm guessing she's the same woman from that cathedral I saw.
The man reminded me of a jester to be honest, but that might be what comes to mind immediately because of what I read online so far. I didn't see him until after the orange woman gave me the orb though. For some reason I felt a parallel between me and him.
I don't know what else to say, I just felt like sharing this experience. It'll probably be the last one I type until I break through fully. Not sure why I like to post these, but I wanna share this with someone.
The entities I saw looked like people, it's the first time I've ever actually seen any of them, even though each time I've smoked I've
felt them there. But-- each time before this I didn't come very close to breaking through I guess. At least that's what I'm starting to think. Did I come close?
edit- speaking of feeling each of them, i've felt each of the three entities on three separate occasions, this was the first time they were all in the same experience.
Also, I'm starting to think that my electric sheep blend is weaker than I suspected since I loaded .11 into the pipe and didn't breakthrough even though there are only two untouched leaves sitting in my bowl right now, the rest is ashes. It was sooo hard to hit properly after the first hit though.
