PRE-CONDITIONS

(mind)Set: First hit: dispersed, anxious. Second hit: Relaxed and Open

Setting (location): porch in my garden, with lots of plants and good energy

time of day: around midnight

recent use: Ayahuasca 5 days before; changa 8 days before; MJ many times everyday and in the same day

last meal: light dinner 3 hours prior

PARTICIPANT

Gender: Male

body weight: 63kg

history of use: Hundreds of Aya and Changa uses.

BIOASSAY

Substance(s): (list all taken substances) DMT from both jurema and chacruna, with caapi and alicia extracts, all in one changa.

Dose(s): big, eyeballed

Method of administration: glass pipe

TRIP REPORT

So this experience was divided in 2 parts.

In the first one, I started smoking harmalas mixed with mullein and pennyroyal.
i spent the afternoon watching anime, so my mind was really active, and interfering with the experience. I sang 2 chanting s, but couldn't really focus, so i just went direct to the matter, loaded the pipe with changa and started to hit.

It is a very special changa, with a 10x IPA extract from cielo vine, 5x IPA extract from black alicia vine, and also dmt from jurema and from chacruna. I like to load the pipe with a lot, and smoke slowly.

After 2 slow hits, and a very big one, a very strange sensation came, and my guides tell me to not smoke anymore, for now. the force arrives, and I feel as if I where in the peak of a 2nd cup of a strong ayahuasca, the closed eyes visual and the sensation where just equal.

I was with eyes closed, and some big horns appeared, then the face, and after seconds, the complete spectrum of a demon. my stomach starts to squeeze, the nausea appears....

I take a big breath, firmly try to maintain control and ask him: who are you? what do you want here?

And then he says: I am your creation. I am the sum of all your mistakes. I am the energy that will grow bigger and bigger, and will block the manifestation of what you want for your life, if you do not look at me.

Ok then, show me.

And i really saw all my mistakes from the last years, how many things where closed to me because of them. I cried, I forgave and asked for forgiveness, I felt fear and guilt, and as one by one the image of my screw ups where shown to me i could release everything, let go and feel lighter and lighter....

After that, the figure of the demon didn't seem do scary anymore. I thanked him for showing me all this, and he disappeared.

After this i smoke a joint, to come down and integrate the experience, but my guides tell me:
hey, don't think this is over! you just had the hard part! will you quit without the fun part?

So i finish smoking the joint, grab the pipe, put some changa over the other half smoked bowl, and smoalk moar! after-all i was really centered after this first experience.
so after 5 good hits, i put the pipe down, closed my eyes, but everything was still very dark, black and rusty brown. and that felt for an eternity. i was already giving up of having a nice experience, when a golden spark ignites in the dark, first very small... and then a giant column of golden white light appears! since there was nothing more besides the column, i just try to enter it, and i got inside! millions of bits of information here! animals, spiritual beings, plants and plant beings, passing trough me, sending me lots of information and light!
i can still clearly remember some humanoid puma couple, hugging each other with so much love! and when they saw me, and realized i could see them, they just keep looking at me, sending me this same love, very silently!

a lot more happened that i cant really remember, but in a certain point, i was inside a pyramid, with a lot of indigenous inside. i can clearly remember 2 of them, because they came very close to me, made some movements, and they formed a ball, or a diamond with rounded edges, to be more precise, made of energy. this energy was dense, almost like water. it had a golden iridescent color, and some strange symbols in it. they said to me: try to figure it out. but i couldn't. i couldn't understand it, i couldn't go inside... nothing. i came out from this experience, like i cam out from a dream, with everything slowly fading away, while I was still trying to figure out what i saw.

I felt great after this experience, very calm, centered, light and grateful.

This was the first time I had a really meaningfull and transforming experience only with changa. It was like a condensed ayahuasca session!