50g Yellow Caapi 4g MHRB (read my first exp post for prep)
This was a test, a test to reproduce ones ability to manifest what one wants.
What did I want? A strong Caapi tea and to reinforce my abilities to brew.
8:30pm- Listen to icaros, yoga stretches, makeshift ritual movements.
8:50pm- Drink Caapi
9:11pm- Drink MHRB
10:00pm- Nothing yet
10:15pm- Take a hit of mary jane
10:16pm- Oh fuck yes... here is comes.
Body sensations feels utterly blissful. Every point of my body that can be indicated as a point felt electric, sparkly, glowing. The incense I burned smelled so amazing, stronger. I lay on my bed with fleece blanked, felt like the most comfortable thing I've ever been in.
OEVs began; more glitch like than shape or form. Nothing note worthy.
A voice split from me, I my own, and the other. A reflection? An echo? I don't know, still don't. This voice was independent, funny as fuck, joyful, and kind. Appropriate and welcomed. Communication was focused toward shattering my ego, reflecting on things I believe, things I've experienced, etc; commentating on how atrocious some thoughts are, silly at how unimportant important things are.
I began to hear birds chirping, not real ones though, don't know what this was about but it happened; didn't last long however. Nothing I looked into further.
I knew that if I closed my eyes there were CEVs but waited until this point to do it, I was writing down revelations and ideas. I closed my eyes and there was the grid, a grid that is familiar; one and on it went, geometric, bright, colorful, abstract, fractal, slowly pulsating. No vampires, good.
It feels so good! Healing, renewing, breathing iiiiiiiinnnnnnn........oooouuuutttttt, jaw slighty ajar, relaxed, orgasmic... soooo pleasing.
I got what I wanted, that is what I set out to do and did it. Everything was voluntary, if I wanted to explore something I went there, if not it went away; I was happy about this. There was more, this is a gist.
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