I have used Salvia once or twice in the past but haven't really gotten anything from it except for the "pins and needles" effect. Since working with DMT, I've really gotten into the idea of plants having "spirits," (or whatever word you'd like to use), being able to communicate with them, etc. I feel that I have established a relationship with DMT, as well as the rituals I have surrounding its use, so that every time I do blast off, it's not necessarily a matter of me "doing a drug," but rather, having an experience with a plant ally/teacher. The similar personification of Salvia I've seen, both here and in other places, is attractive to me in this regard.
Long story short, many strange life occurrences and sleepless nights spent researching topics of all varieties on the internet eventually led me to the topic of Salvia. I procured some from a local headshop and decided yesterday morning to begin experimenting. I placed 25mg (15X) on a bed of vaped weed/ash in a bong, stated my intentions, etc. I hit it twice with a torch and inhaled everything, tasting the Salvia very distinctly. At first I thought it wasn't working and I was just a little stoned, but then strange things began to happen. I felt weightless, euphoric, light-headed, giggly. Suddenly I felt a presence. I remember distinctly moving my head from left to right around the room following this "presence," and finally I realized that who/what it was that I was following...was Salvia? I'm sorry if this doesn't make any sense, it's hard to put into words. My head stayed cocked to the right and I was staring at one spot in space, as if transfixed by some sort of invisible energy that was hanging there. "Come play with me," she said, as a grin began to appear on my face.
"No way," I said out loud. "Seriously?" It was at this point I started to realize what happened, and she was taking hold. I grabbed the baggie and scale, weighed out 50mg and put it in the bowl, the whole while laughing hysterically and singing "50 milligrams" over and over in all sorts of strange voices. I stated my intentions once more, banished fear, and hit the bong. This time it only took one hit to to get everything. It's hard for me to say how long it took before she started really taking hold (anywhere between 20-60 seconds), but when she did, brothers, she did not let go easily. I now understand why Salvia is sometimes referred to as a "dissassociative." It wasn't like a threshold DMT journey that, while still unimaginably intense, still leaves you feeling somewhat lucid, aware of yourself, etc.
I was gone. Not here anymore. No more me. No more anything. Patterns began to form out of the corners of my eyes, my desk and computer reappearing the few times I focused on what was in front of me. However, most of the experience was almost a feeling of melting. It's hard to speak of a "body load" because I didn't even have a body as far as I was concerned. There's very little to say of the peak of the experience. All I remember was towards the end, there was a feeling of ascension, upward motion, which finally culminated in me opening my eyes, raising my arms, and screaming "YESSS!!!" at the top of my lungs, unaware that I was back in reality, and probably had just woken up a neighbor or two.
The amount of energy I felt was unreal. I got up from my position and literally started running around, hopping up and down, laughing hysterically, rolling around on the floor. Absolute bliss. My thoughts began to race - I almost felt manic. Suddenly everything was great and awesome and fantastic. I got the sudden urge to make a vegetable juice, but then I realized I was still tripping pretty hard and could barely make it to the bathroom without supporting myself on the wall the whole way there, so I thought it might not be a wise idea to play with knives and a blender. This thought made me burst out in laughter, barely able to even stand on two feet anymore. I laid down for a few minutes and then went for a walk, basking in the afterglow of the experience.
As far as what I took from the experience? A definite shift in perspective. Not as jarring or emotional as a high dose of mushrooms or DMT. More of a "Here's what you're doing wrong, and here's what you should do" type of thing. Not even a stern warning - just a gentle prod. The strangest part of the whole experience was the sense of energy, or presence that was around during the whole thing. I never necessarily
doubted the whole concept of communicating with plant spirits, etc., but once you experience it yourself...damn.
Thanks for reading.
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