Here's a little something I wrote after my first few trips.
Breathe my dear child… breathe it in! Divinity dances within these fumes, so breathe it all in! Here, let me do it for you, let me take control of your body… inhale, stop! Let me gently set your mind afloat, let me strike you with awe, let me shock and overwhelm you. Let your half open mouth gasp for air and stare into the emptiness, while ecstasy twinkles around the corner of your eyes. Exhale you say? But haven’t you forgotten how to breathe at all? See… you cannot exhale, you don’t know how to, here… let me do it for you, let me pour this elixir between your heretic lips. It’s a sweet concoction of joy and bewilderment, of fear and veneration, and of lust and despair. Drink my child… drink… and gaze upon the goddess dancing in the void.
Hush! Did you hear?
Something cracked, something shattered,
bits and shards all but scattered
The pure and sublime,
the atomic and irreducible
All break apart in this crucible
Sink my child, sink deeper into the dream
Let your mind dissolve
in its calm and serene
The self you seek is but no more
If you ever even had it,
it’s not so sure
Listen my child, listen to the whispering voices,
see your fleeting reflection
in those gentle faces
They hum and chant mysterious verses,
and dance and twirl
in solemn paces
And should horror finally grip your heart,
shutting your eyes shall help you not,
but only the courage to embrace your transgressions,
to renounce all hope of any redemption
So, let your awe be overcome by wonder,
and let the sublime be diminished by your fervor
Let your immaculate self be the reflection of the divine,
callous, vulgar, grandiose, yet benign
You dared to peek behind the veil of reality,
and have wandered into the realm of fantasy and insanity
The whispering willow speaks of a strange spirit
Every fiber of this realm is her soul’s exhibit
Venture on and you shall find her,
beneath the wallowing winds, where shadows stir
There she lies, in her serene slumber
yet within her heart, roars a youthful vigor
Gaze my child, gaze brazenly upon the divine
See her naked exuberance, her flair,
her flamboyant shine
Her touch is gentle,
her gaze pure and pristine
Yet you shall shiver and tremble
before her power all supreme
Reach out, and let her clench your heart
Let her gaze devour your soul,
let it sink into her eyes,
let it waltz, let it roll…
And with a gentle kiss,
Full of sorrow and bliss
she shall breathe into you,
all the joys of life,
the horrors of death,
and everything in between…
exhale... inhale... awake!
این جهان با تو خوش است و آن جهان با تو خوش است
این جهان بیمن مباش و آن جهان بیمن مرو
ای عیان بیمن مدان و ای زبان بیمن مخوان
ای نظر بیمن مبین و ای روان بیمن مرو