Soooo
Had my second experience yesterday
Me and a friend were isolated and in my car, we prepared and shared about a 100mg dose.
Once I hit, some force took me over.
I put my hands in this position _/\_ unwillingly, as if controlled, but in perfect synchronism.
I had no control of my body whatsoever, i got out of the car and had total dissipation of the ego. Had many visions while dancing, but my arms moved in such perfect synchronism that I KNOW none of that was coincidence.
Really, REALLY frightening, no wonder many people end up not smoking DMT.
I really felt fear I might hurt my friend because it felt like I was being controlled and the first vision it showed me was FURY. It made me realize what the mainframe is capable of... "Our" mainframe, our mind, so to speak. That frightened me, it was not fear for my life, it was fear because i lost control of the mainframe.
Its hard to explain.
The nature seems to respond to me in some sort when I use DMT also.
Btw, I danced during this trance time. I tried to fight it at first, but I ended up going with the flow once I realized fury was not the only "emotion" I was being shown.
Anyone?