Hello fellow psychonauts,
I was recently tripping on some fabulous acid (2 tabs), when I happened to recall that I had come to possess a rather large batch of Dimitri. I am not what I would call a beginner, but I was certainly a beginner when it came to mixing the two. The DMT trips were indeed profound, although the first trip-- situated at the onset of the acid-- was far more effective. Putting the Dimitri aside, I am more concerned with how the individual Dimitri trip, within the acid experience, seemed to heighten and complement one-another.
Let me set the scene:
I sit in an apartment with a lone friend. We are both on the same dosage of said substances. We sit opposite one another and enact dialogue until we amass such psychic potential,by virtue of silence and deep abstraction, that the very room we sit in is thrown away.
Over and over we both engage in this state, and at the precipice of this imminent sense of climax seemed to me to be the very same "Presence" as that of Dmt hyper space which we have previously encountered.
This to me was fascinating, but even more so was a profound sense that my pineal grand was in some sense functioning. I began to see in a new way, my senses had refined to such a degree that I was looking inward , as if through the prism of the pineal, then returning my sight outward to see a truer picture of the things our senses normally present to us. Most profound of these sights was always my friend opposite me. When he began to abstract-- to listen to the world speak-- he would tilt back-- assume a more relaxed position (Anxiety was impossible organically) and I would lose sight of his flesh,but rather saw the underlying essence, the constellation that constituted him. This was not some sort of brief illusion, it persisted throughout the night, and I could literally predict when he had, so to speak, "left the room". His body was indeed a outer representation of a deeper constitution which were bars of pure illumination, as if one strung together the constellations in a diagram. His face was the most pronounced to this effect, and often I would see the inside-- meaning a noumenal realm beyond the organic within him constantly functioning. It was truly amazing, and uplifting, in that I could see the deeper recess of everything.
Any similar experiences? Commentary?
The will to power is not a being, not a becoming, but a pathos --the most elemental fact from which a becoming and effecting first emerge--
—Nietzsche § 635.