Wasn't expecting much after last weeks experience. Getting to the end of a really good batch can be like finishing a great book. Knowing this was my last chance to go for a while, my tryp partner and I made the most of a solid meditation session before each going into separate rooms for the experience.
After 3 medium tokes:
I felt such an overwhelming feeling of compassion come over my body. My shoulders dropped, a smile came over me and I slowly started rocking back and forth in a semi trance state. I remember specifically being told that we all need to be more compassionate to each other and all other lifeforms.
Flash Out: I feel like I am in some sort of carriage with a female entity. An intergalactic taxi cab driver? With a good story? I hope so!!! I cannot see her face, as I am behind her. She continues to stress the importance that no matter how fantastic in color and geometric complexity, that beyond all visual beauty is something much more beautiful. And to not be perplexed by the journey I am about to embark on. Love is beyond all form, and to not let any sensation trivialize that.
At this point, my eyes open, "WTF!" The room is in pieces... I reach for the vape in front of me and start rocking backing and forth with 2 more medium tokes.
I begin a furious travel thru hyperspace. It was darker and stormier than I ever remember it being. My intent was to make it as far as I could without looking in awe at the perplexing kaleidoscopic geometry moving thru me. In lotus position, I am making more circular movements now, along with some psychedelic hand-jive.
A female entity appears to my left. More of a silhouette in the dark than anything else. She tells me not to look at the object approaching for extended periods of time.
Coming from above, enveloped in what looked light fiery lightening rods, was a Blue colored entity with a Golden helmet on. He/It was riding what looked like a Golden Bird or Chariot (Garuda?). He was almost impossible to look at. The light was so bright, I could have only related this to flying thru the clouds on a plane, in a thunderstorm. I felt lesser than him or it, and great reverence for him or it. I was submissive to his order or kind. At this point it was acknowledged that our time was limited and I was coming back to reality. No shit!
The overwhelming sense of love and compassion beyond the material realm is infinite with no form. Our vibration in this realm does not allow us to experience that celestial monism. Our individuality and ego derail us from the unique experience of Godhead. For what seems blasphemous, might actually be the secret itself. Love beyond what you can and it will come back to you. Have hope and faith, and believe in yourself first!!! And understand we are all of the same fabric of love that shines thru-out the universe. Forever.
After a few minutes sprawled on the floor with my eyes open, I emerged. I was really confused about the experience. I have lots of Hindu literature, but the similarities took a few moments to correlate. Needless to say, I have reopened the Bhagavad-Gita and am anxious to take a more thorough peak at the Vedas.
Rick Strassmans book is only a few weeks out. DMT and The Soul Of Prophecy. I am anxious to see what kind of stories are in that book in relation to this type of experience.
Hallucination or Astral Projection, whatever happened was extremely interesting. Time for a sabbatical.