Hey, here a trip report of my first BT from changa with DMT/Blue Lotus/Passion Flower. I want to share this, I hope the english isn't so bad


The effects of the first bang of changa were very low, but sufficient to contemplate the sky, vegetation, and birds, quite amazed. I created a blank inside my head, no thought pass. My set & setting is ideal, and I'm about to smoke a stronger bang with a changa in 1/1 ratio.

I meditate on what awaits me, and tell me many times that I love hallucinations I will see. I bath in unconditional love, then smoke with the bang. Ha, then yes, it works better than earlier.
Vegetation in front of me is in 2D, then on a kind of treadmill. Everything is going well, but my vision saccade, and one of the plants come closer to me jerkily, with violence. As she was saying to me "what do you do, you're looking at me? I have no defense usualy because I'm a plant, but today we are in the same dimmension! I do not believe it is possible to have such visions (even if I have already taken the dmt and double drop of acid in the past). Everything is moving very fast towards me, and my eyes close automatically.

Then appear red shapes / yellow, turning to the infinite. I discern such a sarcophagus. Then, she appears. She is this female entity that happened to me to see. She is in all her glory.

I feel less my body. All physical sensations disappear, leaving a distant feeling of breathing. What lies in front of me widened, and now surrounds me completely. I am now a spirit in an environment that changes constantly.

The entity is just awesome. I'm a little shaken by the breakthrough, this is my first, and tells me "I love you, whoever you are", to reassure me. It works pretty well, I remember the state of mind that I had during meditation, and continue the trip.

Opening my eyes to drink, visions disappear, and my physical sensations come back, then closing my eyes, the trip continues where it stopped.

I contemplate the entity, she moves in quadridimention, but I can not see her full because she is very close to me. She consists now of dozens of small images of a smaller and more grotesque girl (like a cabaret whoman, with stars to hide breasts) than the deity who is with me.
The entity stroked my cheeks with her hands, this image is engraved in my memory so far it is beautiful. We're both in a perspective of unconditional love, our common vision.

Gradually, the effects decline, and I remain for a few minutes to think about nothing.


I don't know who is this entity. Perhaps an archetype, an angel or a god within. In any case Im happy to have this experience making me humble, and i'm a little sad to not being able to talk about it in real life.

I know the feeling of not being able to talk about it in real life.. either because you don't trust anyone with the information, or because you cannot put it into words.

There is a Chat option here that works nicely for just chatting - click Chat in the upper-left corner.

Also, your english is totally fine.. just a couple words here and there. I suspect by "bang" the common term is "hit" but nothing unclear.

Namaste

I love to see when people encounter the mother on changa makes me all teary eyed because ive been touched so deeply by her. I'm so glad for you to have had this experience! Thank you for sharing.

Thanks divine_sage for the chat, I was searching it! And it will help me with the common English.

A bang is a water-pipe.



I'm totally agree, moreover I don't know anyone really interested by dmt, so they don't understand anything of what we are talking about :/


Thank you Tyler_Trismegistus, "the mother" is a good name for this entity!

peace

I love changa. The blend I'm smoking currently is just Caapi and DMT( 40%). The stuff is deceptively strong yet easy to work with.

That'll be bong, my friend.

My friend thank you for sharing your experience. It was very beautiful.

Aaah, this remembers me of my own first breakthrough, which also happened to be my first dmt experience.

I also encountered this beautiful entity. First I was a feline creature, racing through the jungle. Then, she appeared. The jungle changed in this ever changing "spirit world". She took my head in her hands, and blessed me with a kiss on the forehead.

First I thought of her as Mother Earth. But the strange thing is, when I met two years later my wife, my love of my life, I recognised her face! The Mother Earth, the Mother of Changa, she had the exact same face in my first experience! :o

Crazy eh..