After holding in the first hit the lighting in the back corner of my garage visibly dimmed, making it look like there wasn't as much light filling the space. Kind of like if only a night-light was on in that area. The room started weaving inward and outward (slowly "breathing" if you want to call it that) toward and away from me and looked all fuzzy or sparkly. A triangular empty space on the floor appeared to have black shadows of vine-like circular designs filling it in. This was only for a few seconds. It looked like a reflection of some kind. After the 2nd hit I could see a 2nd dimming of light coming right for me from behind out of my peripheral vision. It was like a diagonal draping of shadow just coming right towards me against the wall. It startled me a bit when I saw this eerie dimness coming close. I then knew to sit down and close my eyes with my hands over them to block out any remaining light in the room, although it already looked naturally dimmed so this wasn't much of a problem.
I could see distinct blue swirling circles moving behind my eyelids in the blackness. The entire scene then changed to purple patterns of the same circles that were just swooshing around, it's hard to explain but they were all spiraling within themselves and formed some type of wall over the blackness behind my eyelids. I heard an internal voice of myself saying "what you are seeing is real, it's all in the mind". It was kind of like I had a 2nd train of thought or intrusive voice of myself stating this. I tried to focus hard as I could and I could see some type of vaulted ceiling opening up. I think I understand now what McKenna describes as "all the air being sucked out of the room". I had a sort of mild pressure or body load on my face and around my head, it does seem a bit odd to breathe at first but once you realize you still are, all is okay. I think this sensation scared me on my first few failed attempts because I fought it. Kind of had the feeling of did that really just happen? It really does seem like it could have all been a dream shortly after. Soon as I stood up and opened my back door to get some cool air, I saw a shooting star come streaking down diagonally through the sky very fast. Literally, the exact second I opened the door. Thought that was a pretty interesting way to end the experience considering I never see shooting stars.
I think I finally had a low threshold experience after trying about 5 times, does this sound on point? I just poured a small pile on top of an already loaded bowl of ground sticky Golden Goat Cannabis and pre-melted it all gently with the lighter until I could clearly see it liquidize into the herb and smoke just a hair. I used a tiny 1 inch gold metal pipe, which ironically was purchased to use Salvia 7 years ago. All of my sandwich methods failed, even in glass pipes. Glad I finally thought to just pre-melt it right on top. And this is the same exact batch I was questioning in my last topic..
I've had 2 more experiences since this first one, which include floating backwards down and then through these big triangular clear steps with single slanted black line markings on each of them and then becoming nothing but weightless light, merging completely with my surroundings which were also made of this weightless light. I kept having thoughts of "everything is everything" over and over. "and you are a part of it". "everything is one". Felt like the thoughts were coming from my stomach and then to my mind! That one is going to be another story I called it being within the fabric of reality. Anyone else experience these types of things in the beginning? I'm just a bit skeptical because there is no loud carrier wave present, or much sound of any sort during this so far. I would say these trips were silent if anything. I've even put my finger up to my lips and said shhh, like I knew to remain silent or wanted extra silence when trying to observe the visuals. Anyone else see those big clear triangular steps? They are made of glass or stone but because they are holographic it's hard to tell. They look almost like big puzzle pieces and the "staircase" or "clock tower" winds downward and to the left. The setting is dark. Then you are just falling through the levels but also kind of observing from the side. I will have to finish my reports on experiences 2 and 3, I didn’t want this to be longer than it already is. No blastoffs though, just simply vanishing and fading away first, and then through these big steps. Is this my mind’s own form of “blast off” or is this something completely different? I swear the black space of matter I was in at the bottom of them might have had the low hum of some type of generator, but it’s so hard to remember that I can’t say for sure.