First of all I would like the experienced to rate how far down i went the rabbit hole, I think I just scratched the surface I loaded my pipe with a pinch sandwiched , I do not have a scale so just did a little. It was the roughest hit I have taken in a longtime. anyway layed down thought nothing is happening. A minute later I felt my body getting the shivers like being scanned a body rush if you will and said oh shit. Next I started having a bit of a panic attack usually when I get something under my belt I know what to expect but my first try at this didnt work out.
I closed my eyes and calmed myself and tried to think of everything good and beautifull, but objects kept appearing lines of them plastic dolls forks shapes and faces. I saw thousands and thousands of these meaningless objects flying by in a perfect line or circle zooming around faster and faster I could not stop them and it started to scare me things started going extremely fast I thought I was going to die from it----or just scared really. These objects would slow down and then go insanely fast. Eventually I could control what I could see I think it was after the peak of this craziness and got things a little better with the pictrues slowing down.
I was doing fine with this for a while actually having fun with the different machine things that were appearing to me in lines sometimes, when a horrible eyeball monster thing started showing up and a dark motif started to appear in the images I was seeing. I immediately started to change this motif with my thoughts . After that the trip started to slow down and ended about half hour total .I have a very low tolerance so things like this usually kick my ass but I did not do the stereotypical pass out or break through.
I did feel like I might go crazy when the objects were going fast do you normally breakthrough at this madness fast point or is there a way to control this I could to a extent but sometimes it would get away from me in a trance.
I must add I did not open my eyes for fear that reality would dissolve in front of me hahaaha -not so funny then though.
Who says Hairless Monkeys should Understand the Nature of The UNIVERSE!!!!
T-- MCKENNA----