Hi fellow travellers,
Tonight was my third and most intense experience with smoking DMT.
It was a cold, rainy summer evening.
I know I could have prepared better, make a nice and warm environment, maybe put some music on but for some reasons I didn't. Maybe because for the past 2 weeks I was (and still) busy with my first extraction, 6th pull now and already above the 1% so for all that work I guess I needed some 'reward'
So I loaded 50mg in my small bong and inhaled slowly the white vapors, after counting ten I felt I had to lay down and very quickly the roller coaster ride started.
What I saw were bright, crispy sharp, ultra HD and colorful environments or rooms where I moved in and out and spinned around. I was totally out of the normal world and it was a fast and rough ride.
Clear, clean, empty; that was the feeling of it.
As soon as I entered, as soon the ride was over, it felt like only a few minutes and within seconds my mind was clear too. I was still shaking a bit though, same as when stepping out of a real roller coaster. But still, I felt it was 'over'.
Then I remembered the long post on Nexus about Changa smoking and the 3 consecutive trips after each other, and I decided to take my bong and light it up again without adding more crystals. I guessed there would be still some DMT inside because my two previous trips of 40mg were both very light in experience.
Suddenly the steel wool began to glow very red because I was holding the flame too close.
I inhaled the hot air and realized it was way too hot and harsh, it was also not possible to hold it in more then a few seconds because it felt that my throat was burning too. Longer was also not necessary because the glowing steel image quickly morphed into a red whirlpool and I was back again. The last thoughts about the red glowing wool kept started to repeat themselves, together with the question if and why I smoked two times? Sometimes I even couldn't remember if it was the second or first time.
and I felt slightly worried about questioning myselfs wtf I was thinking I was doing
Anyway, the feeling didn't become negative so I let it go.
This time the experience was longer and softer, and the coming down was gentle. I glided softly out of hyperspace and layed down for what I felt was quite a long time. Even then after 5 minutes the white wall besides me glowed beautiful light blue and seemed transparant. This continued for another 5 minutes or so and I had some time to think everything over again.
Slowly I grabbed myself together and descended down my room.
Funniest moment was when I entered the living room again to see my wife watching tv like nothing happened! haha...
The realization of those 20 minutes that I was gone and no one even noticing what happened; was surreal
