This was more-so about her experience than mine because I didn't smoke enough for "breakthrough".
It starts out with yesterday she was meditating and felt the call to smoke some of our Changa that we've had for almost a year now. So, that evening we lit an incense and gave thanks to the spirit of DMT for what it was about to show her before we began. I held the lighter for her so she didn't burn it and she took as deep of a hit as possible for her, to which she immediately coughed on. Then she managed to take a couple more hits (still coughing on them), and was finally "in".
After she was in I finished what was left in the small bong we have for such things and held it in for about 10-15 seconds (probably should have held it in longer), and felt the weird sensations on my face and skin that Changa gives me. I soon saw the overlay of geometry that happens on a sub-breakthrough dose, and then felt a very calming feeling of love, compassion, patience, and being in the now.
I was interrupted in my ecstasy to her needing water, but I didn't mind at all as this was more her experience than mine. After that I tried to smoke more, but ending up burning most of it by accident, so I just decided to give it a rest for the night.
Then she was ready to tell me her experience. Now I have no idea what happens visually for her as I do not ask, but every time she gets a breakthrough experience she feels that the universe communicates to her in plain english. She was told that she should not worry about her work situation, to love me unconditionally as she has been doing, and to stay with me no matter what as I will not lead her astray.
Well, that's all folks; short and sweet, but the meaningfulness is something that has to be experienced and cannot be conveyed through the Internet!
