I recently heard about DMT after talking to someone that wanted to introduce me to this profound and mystic experience. I've in the past only tried MJ and I've sticked with that and alcohol my whole life. I've never taken any psychedelic drugs before of any kind. I've taken a standpoint to not take any harmful drugs that will lead me into a wrong direction. All the drugs I've heard about and wanted to try has been researched and I've never really tried anything except MJ.

When I first heard about DMT I thought it was a crazy idea and that it most likely were really dangerous and nothing humans should go through. I was anyways really interested in this rare and amazing crystals, refered to as spice. Amazingly the more I read about it the more I wanted to try it. I've been thinking about doing this the last week with my best friend, and by midnight today we decided to buy some after having a study session with MJ.

Half an hour later we had 100mg of orange DMT crystals that were really fine and really orange. Looked like powder. My friend started with taking half on top of some weed in a little pipe. He didn't melt it like I later did. He inhaled a couple of hits and had an amazing trip, body feeling and felt very good afterward. I picked my nice bong with fresh water. Loaded 50mg on top of a good bowl. I've heard you need a large dose to breakthrough, something I've been reading a lot about in this forum the last period. I took ONE large hit that I inhaled and held for 5 seconds or so. I wanted to hold it longer, and it wasn't really harsh at all as I thought. I put the bong away fast, I am very nervours and excited at the same time. Going from MJ to spice is a hughe step for me, and was pleased with one hit at this time. I wanted to stick with the hit I got.

What happens next is very difficult to explain, but I had a feeling I've never had before and it felt good, but I was also really nervous until I forgot about everything seconds later. I have only good memories from the trip, even though it wasn't too long. I didn't see many open eye visuals but everything was different. The whole room and setting was different wand the light gave reflections with green patterns and objectives. Nothing really too weird at this point. This is maybe 40 seconds into the trip. At his point I feel that I didn't get enough but I don't take the next hit even though I wanted to. I'm lying in my room looking at my three friends sitting in the room watching and listening to music. I'm am fascinated by looking at them, but I feel tired and want to try to close eyes and see if that would boost the trip.

In a good position on my bed I close eyes, this is probably around one minute, buts it's hard to remember. In the beginning I don't see much, but I knew what to expect and imagine and shortly later I start having mild visuals. These aren't that intense, but it starts with what is refereed to as "colorful complex geometrical patterns". I though it would be more intense though and I think at this point that I maybe should take more. I start seeing more and more and also animals and humans popps up strangely. This is again not too intense and I'm seeking a deeper trip with closer contact to entities after breaking trough. I feel like I'm going to this light and I can see a man with a coat and a hat. This isn't looking very real at all, just like a shadow, but I'm going closer to it. Other stuff popps up, but I am still at this point talking myself through the whole experience, and my friends are listening. It is a very intense body high and I'm starting to breath fast and heavy like I'm going through something cleaning process. At this point I'm a very close of taking the next hit which is half the bowl with around 20mg spice.

I open my eyes and feel very back to normal and I feel like it was only 2 minutes into the trip, but my friends told me it was 5. I felt very confused because I felt so awake and I talked about my visuals when I had my eyes closed. I even opened my eyes a couple times during the trip and felt normal, but by closing my eyes I would go back to this trip. I open my eyes and suddenly feel like the tip is over so I sit up and start talking about what's going on and what I experienced. I'm still sort of trippin', but everything feels better. I felt so relieved and my room felt so much cleaner. At this point I start to forget and mix stuff. It's hard to look back at what just happens and at some point I take the bong ready to take a new hit, but I decide to spend some time reflecting about what just happen. What just happened was my weirdest feeling ever, and I simply wanted to enjoy the moment as it was. I saved the bowl for later. I was also very scared of the drug that just showed me how powerful it could be.

Now I'm writing this two hours later. I have been smoking two joints with my friends that now have left. I'm looking at my bong filled with weed and spice, but I have different feelings about doing it alone. I also start remembering things and it's very hard to explain. I have this feeling that right after I took the hit something really weird happened in the room involving my friends. I also remember looking at my huge poster of a guy in a traditional boat from Venice. The picture was different and a voice said “don't come closer”. I don't really know what this means, I don't thing there is a meaning behind it, and I wasn't scared or anything. It didn't really felt it came from him, but it was weird anyways. I feel like I've experienced so much I and I'm really excited to do it again. I don't have the feeling of doing this often, but my purpose is to experience a full breakthrough that fascinates me so much, and I have no idea what to expect. I still feel like I am more prepared now and my next hit would probably be better.

I did around 30 mg my first time.It was such a fucking tease...3 weeks later I ordered some Jurema..The rest is history.

SWIM tried spice for his second time last night at 10.10pm. He inhaled two medium hits and started off with the same body rush as first time. SWIM found it more pleasant his second time. He knew what to expect and only had good memories. SWIM doesn't see any open eye visuals and find it boring after a minute with open eyes. He feels strangely normal and communicates with his watcher. SWIM has good experience with closing his eyes and realize at this point that the dose was not strong enough to give him open eye visuals. He lay back in his bed with the song "AIR - How Does It Make You Feel". He immediately starts his trip which is stronger and more powerful than ever. He sees visuals, patterns, geometrical shapes, all kinds of objects, people, animals and it is all so beautiful to look at. It gets very intense like a laser show. SWIM remember voices and talking to people.

SWIM got back minutes later and thought the trip was over. He didn't experience any open eye visuals and felt "back to normal". As he tried to put on a new song he figured he wanted to experiment with psychedelic music since SWIM practically still was tripping. He found "Infected Mushroom - Ratio Shmatio" a good choice. SWIM immediately feels different and lay back again. This is when he starts his second trip that is even more intense. SWIM is having a hard time describing it, but he has the feeling of being in control of the drug so far. He can open his eyes whenever he wants to and stop tripping. The music made a huge change in his trip and he kept listening to this music while his watcher rolls a spliff. SWIM takes and break and smokes with his watcher that is amazed by the situation. He shortly leaves which is around 30 minutes after the trip started. SWIM puts on his headset and keep listening to Infected Mushroom.

This leads SWIM to his third and most intense part of the trip. This part lasts for 30 minutes and his last closed eyes visuals was reported one hour after inhalation. SWIM was not expecting this from DMT at all. As he thinks of it now he can't really remember everything, but SWIM was still in control and opened his eyes several times and felt normal. The effect decreased, but it went up and down. It was around 50 minutes after inhalation SWIM got to see the ball of light which he also communicated with. I repeated "Show me who you really are I'm not afraid anymore" and the ball of light turned crazy and gave me this amazing show. SWIM experienced so much and doesn't even try to write in detail. He had closed eye visuals for one hour which clearly was because of the psychedelic music that made him able to force him self to see more of the drug could offer.

SWIM had his best experience, but still wants to go deeper. He want's to see what's behind the gates he sees opens up. He wants to see more of the ball of light and not having the feeling of controlling the drug. He wants to talk to the people that told him to smoke less weed. SWIM remembers still clearly how it felt and doesn't feel it's too realistic as many experience. He wants to break through and visit hyperspace. SWIM is not afraid of spice anymore which helps him enjoying the situation better.

SWIM is experiencing after effects in terms of closed eyes visuals when putting him into the right position by smoking weed and listening to Infected Mushroom in in his bed. SWIM feels their getting more intense and 24 hours after his last DMT inhalation he experience his strongest visual trip so far. How come this is possible? SWIM clearly sees the same types of visuals, but not that strong in terms of colors and light.

It feels like a heavy process for SWIM's body and he's being told that people are waiting for him. SWIM feels like he's getting sucked into something and he also move towards a light. SWIM tried to communicate, but didn't get any clear answers. SWIM also had the feeling of having someone inside him trying to escpape the body. This gives him a complete body high feeling with high pressure in ears and eyes. After an hour SWIM is exhausted of the visuals and seek to stop the trip, but is having great time getting out. Whenever he closes his eyes he would have visuals and he decide to change music. He puts on some house music that makes his visuals even stronger and he realize at this point that he has to wait for the weed high to go down. Even though SWIM had a great trip, he felt uncomfortable for the first time. The visuals where very intense and the SWIM had them for almoster 2,5 hours.

Since SWIM tried DMT high on weed the first time, and also the second time followed by a one hour long DMT trip triggered by psychedelic music, he think he might be able to remeber visuals memories somehow by smoking weed and listening to psychedelic music with closed eyes. But it doesn't feel like memories, rather a new trip where SWIM also can somewhat affect the visuals by saying phrases like "show me who you are" or "show me what your're capable of".

Has anyone else experienced something similar?

since SWIM started smoking spice..the visuals are always there if you look for them...especially when weed is smoked...good quality weed too...some people react differently to spice than others...are you on any medication? what is your diet like? there are many things that could cause these recurring visuals...but most likely..the door is open..