Hi guys
I think this is going to be quite a long topic, but I will try to describe this experience as detailed/precise as possible.
I have "failed" 3-4 times trying to smoke DMT. Back then I didn't have a scale, and I didn't want to do too much the first time, so ended up with too litle every time.
I then decided to get a scale and the right equipment for next time. I used a original VG the first time, but bought some pipe screens for the next time.
The equipment had now arrived, and I was ready for my first "Real" DMT trip. I had been together with my best friend and my cousin in my cousins house the day before yesterday and up till now. The first day we're hanged out, we was just chilling with some good beer, some good cannabis and off course the great company
We talked about the last time when it failed, and they asked me if I wanted to try i for real now. I said that I would wait to the next day, because the weather was meant to be great that day, and I wanted to setting to be just right. Atleast in my head. It was only me who wanted to smoke, and they would be my sitters.
Here is a picture of my setting. I was lying in a hammock in the garden which goes down to where the forrest starts. My cousin and my friend was lying beside me on the grass on a madras each:
http://i.imgur.com/mJKdMyJ.jpgIt is now aprox. 24 hours after my trip and this is what happened (I will try to describe it the best way I can):
I weighed up 33-34mg on my scale and put the spice on top of a bed of 6 pipe screens in a original VG. I heated up the chamber with the screens before putting my spice in.
When that was ready, I layed down in the hammock and was ready to blast off. I had a tripod with my camera on, so I could record the whole experience.
Everything was ready. I took some deep breaths before I lit the VG. I could feel the spice vape right away, and I was probably hitting it slowly with strong force. I stopped hitting it when I began to feel that I couldn't hit it any longer. I held the smoke in for what I think was atleast 10 seconds and then blowed it out. WOW! It already felt like I had taken two bong hits in one hit, and I remember I said to myself: "Okay, get ready for the ride"
It was like my head exploded with instant happiness (perhaps also because I knew that it finally worked). Right after I thought to myself that with this crazy 1st hit, it wouldn't make sense to take another hit, but then again I wanted it to be for real. So I hit the VG again. This time a little less force, but still a great hit. Afterwords I said: "please take the pipe" Looking back at it now, I should have taken a HUGE last hit, but I didn't.
I closed my eyes right away and was feeling the heavy body high while I tried to relax and let go. Then the hallucinations started. There was a coulour of pure white, before it turned in to a tunnel. Geometric patterns similar to the eyes of a fly started to twist and turn inside of the walls of this white tunnel. After these patterns disapperead some new patterns was created, and these patterns what was stood out the clearest. It looked like alot of red and pink octagons mixed together inside of some large triangles where the edges met at the end of the horisont in the tunnel. The sun was so sharp that the sunrays litterally glowed through the walls of the tunnel and almost ruined the tunnel. I can now understand, that little or no light at all is to prefer, so it won't ruin the trip. Right after these patterns was formed they disappered, and I tried to relax and focus on them so they could return. It was deffently like they disappered WAAAAY too fast, and that was a little disappointing to be honest.
My focus then went to another place. I began to think about it was a little weird that I almost couldn't feel myself breathing although I was breathing slowly and I knew I was safe.
I had crossed my legs and layed with my hands on my chest. I couldn't feel the sway of the hammock, and it didn't feel like I was 50 CM from the ground. It then began to feel like that my body didn't have arms or legs, but I was a big pool of conciusness, and this was when I felt like I was not lying on the ground but was a part of the ground.
I can now understand why people have problems with describing these trips with details, because it is REALLY hard to describe exactly what happened. After I found out I was a part of the ground I began to notice the sounds around us. The wind in the trees, the birds singing and all of the sounds in the nature. It was like the sound of the trees and the birds and the ground was the same sound. There was no "label". Like "that was a sound of a bird" and "that was a sound of a tree". It was just the same soothings nature sound. Like it was all one conciousness like I felt my body was with the ground, and ALL these things including myself was at EXACTLY the same frequency, so it was like that there was no language needed since everything was understanding everything and everyone without saying anything. It didn't matter if it was sound, picture or emotions. Everything was the same!
This was a very special feeling of a single conciusness and one ONENESS/AWARENESS. It was soo beautiful. It was like a medative state I had never been in before.
This state got interrupted when there was sounds from a plane and someone mowing their lawn. When these sounds started, it was like someone poked me like I should stop the trip, and it became harder to focus on the trip. These sounds became a little annoying to say the least. I unfortunately came out of the medative state right there, and my head began to wanderer and think about telling the others about it, instead of focusing and enjoying the rest of the trip to the fullest.
I don't know how much time that had passed at this moment, but I began to open my eyes and the trip worn off. I looked at the camera and I think it said 10-12 minutes on the display or something like that. (Found out after on the video, that the trip lasted 5 minutes)
I looked at the two others, and they were lying there with closed eyes also meditating/relaxing. I began to describe what I had just witnessed. Even though this was right after the trip worned off, it was SO hard to describe what had just happened. I think I was a little shocked, but in the most positive way possible. I could feel that "Glow" everybody talks about. It was wonderful. Life was wonderful. Everything was at peace, and I just felt great. I crossed my legs lotus style. I never sit like this because it hurts in my legs, but there I just did it without thinking about. I sat like that for an half hour atleast. It was so relaxing. I couldn't stop smiling and I just gave the two others a big hug. I was at peace with everything in that moment, and was appreciating everything and every detail around me.
I think I would have gotten the fully potential of that trip if I had taken 3 hits like the first one, instead of taking one BIG hit and then a second smaller one. I felt that I should atleast have taken a third hit with the same force as the second. As said above this was 33-34Mg, but im 100% confident that I didn't get all out of it.
I was thinking about doing a trip again later in the evening when we was sitting inside the house in front of the fireplace, but I didn't do it. One thing is for sure. I want to do it again, because as I said above I don't think I got the "full package" and I really want to try that aswell.
Very very special first experience with this stuff, and I mean this in the most possible way. The only thing is that I hoped it would have been much more intense. Don't get me wrong, it was intense and like nothing I had never tried before, but I couldn't help to think that it was perhaps a too little trip and I didn't get enough out of it. You can say a little anticlimatic but then again beside the missing halluciations it was so nice. And then it is nice to know next time, that I am able to think rationally and have my mind with me on the ride, because this was a big concern before the trip, since I didn't know how it was going to be.
Do you think I should up the dose next time, or just focus on the same dose, and then try to get ALL of it?
I knew this would be a long topic, but I would really appreciate if you guys could give me some feedback on my experience, and what or how I can do anything different the next time I travel to hyperspace?
Kindly regards
A very very happy (enlightened) first time traveller
