Welp SWIM did it yesterday, no doubt about it, a breakthrough of epic space travel. SWIM knows he is already forgot much of the journey, but here goes.


4-5 massive hits and the light from his lighter expanded and his pipe let off an eerie glow and BAM everything, living room, pipe, lighter TV (off) were gone. A bright pink/purple dimension was shot into existence. SWIM is not sure if eyes were open or closed but it did not matter. An overwhelming glow appears before him and welcomed him home? He was not treated as a guest in a foreign local, but as a person that had been away for a long long time. SWIM did not see elves but only the one glowing. It came towards him and went into him and asked, "do you feel it?" WHAM, SWIM has been in love before but this was beyond that like falling in love X10000 to the power of holy shit. Divine love? Only thing that SWIM can think. It did not speak again, instead told through feeling, told SWIM that love is what connects us and that it and SWIM where the same and one.

The normal scene of closed eyes appeared shortly after but it was completely different from the mildness SWIM is used to. This was double helix of all colors with a strange writing in glyphs that SWIM could not read, but the DNA looked compact of thousands of DNA strands into one and they were thicker than we normally show in pictures. It was awesome. "Smile you made it" was the last thing SWIM heard and then it was gone. SWIM was thrown back into normal reality (massive visuals but he could at least TELL he was on the planet and in his room). The grin was there, laughter ensued from SWIM and he was glowing.

SWIM has tapped into something special here and wow, he wants to go back and see what more he can learn.

welcome to club hyperspace buddy - u are onto something special.
oh yeah and with spice - wow is an understatement

Oh and SWIM wishes to thank the members of the board who have been very supportive and put up with his 'almost there' threads and annoyingly simple questions.

Awesome dude!!I can only hope to have such a good trip!

congrats man. I knew you would make it there one day. Now you just have to perfect your technique until you can blast off in 2 hits. But I don't want to take the wind out of your sails, you just had an experience that you will never forget.

Spice has a pure compassion that it seems to pour right over you. There is something deeply special with DMT swim had their first experience just a few days ago and there's definitely magic there.
Lovley post.

Much Peace

that is beautiful. welcome to the brotherhood of "oneness". You have been given a very core
message that you should never doubt or underestimate. this is a giant step to actually witnessing
God,Divine Intelligence, eternal creative force, or whatever you like because nothing does it justice.
it sounds as if you may have indeed witnessed "the source". I hope for you to realize that you really are
the source, God, Divine eternity creativly fluctuating in a constant cycle of birth and morphing into
rebirth. As the great and angry Bill Hicks once said " we are all merely the imagination of ourselves and
nothing exists except perfection and love."-paraphrase
Its as if we, you, I, God, created this world as a place to lose him/herself in, and the game is for us as
individuals to find out or to remember who we are -God.

once an individual attains the "God mode" it seems that they return there from then on even in small doses.
so my advice would be to enjoy the dancing and playful elves and their unique and strange games for our
attention while they last. As God mode can be a little powerful and hard to reincarnate from..even for the intrepid.

-Namaste-

You lifted my spirits Xstacy. What a trip this existence is, that we can become so disconnected and isolated from the Universal Lover.

One thing I wonder about though with such experiences. People get the sense of oneness with God and all that, but where is the control room? What if these beautiful, mystical encounters and playful elves are a distraction from the control room of God? Perhaps the entrance to the control room is through a portal of horror. That when one is suffering a bad trip, one is actually very close to the ultimate secret. That when you see the Monster, if you go straight for it, you will pass through a curtain that leads to the place we are really trying to find.

embrace the monster. we are food ;]

One thing you will notice about navigating the darkness and the light
is the obvious polarity to it all.

From our perspective, it's easy to jump up from the Heart.

It's even easier to sink down into the depths below.