I finally got to try Changa, my friend said that it was a 10x caapi extract with 50/50 blue lotus and mint leaf, 1:1 with the molecule. I wrote this that night, and shared it with F who wasn't there. Now I want to share it with the nexus, because it was such a wonderful thing I hope someone can find a benefit in this report.

My two friends who are my main trip buddies always stress setting. We never neglect that. It is soft, warm, and comfy and we usually listen to tribal drumming. They have changed me permanently by taking me under their wings and truly loving me on this journey.

After a good first attempt in a bong (non-breakthrough, great visuals) then waiting while my friends each took a run: I get a good first hit and a small second, and kill the bowl and manage to dump it on the floor as I clear it. lay back and really didn't get what I wanted out of it, so I asked A to reload it about a minute later. He packed it good and I got a really good, long, deep third hit...............and layed back on the floor with my head towards the outside wall of the house and feet towards to footboard of the bed.

The next five minutes are missing, they said I tried to sit up slightly and look around about 10-12 times and then layed my head back down each time, I wasn't seeing them and my face/eyes clearly told them I wasn't there. I don't recall that time at all really, didn't hear the music at all, don't remember sitting up or trying to much.

I remember coming back to this existence through the top of my head it seemed, like riding a white beam of light. I was aware of the room. I felt that there should have been three people there. I could see one person where A was sitting that looked like both A and E combined, and felt the most awesome sense of oneness within us. All three of us were one entity in my perception. I was confused, and was trying to piece it together. I couldn't come up with their names or mine, they were me and I was them. I remembered we were there together for a purpose, and I felt I had achieved it, but I couldn't tell myself what it was. As I watched and thought, I saw her separate from him in my perception (she was actually sitting a couple feet to his left just watching me the whole time) and I felt so relieved, I wasn't losing my mind, there were two of them and I was also becoming me again.

They were both PERFECT trip-buddies during this time, completely still, stoic, watching smiling, and not doing anything to influence me. It was amazing.

I got on my hands and knees, feeling the floor. I thought I had voided EVERYTHING..........sitting in a huge puddle of god knows what wetness it seemed. (I had not, thank goodness) I felt the blankets, I felt my pants, I spun around and looked where my head had been laying and there was a white river that I can only describe as soft taffy flowing towards me, the path I returned on was still there. I continued to feel the floor, the wall, and try to understand how I had just come through there. I have tears now just typing this and realizing what I felt...........wow. As I finally was able to verbalize, it had been around 10 minutes I am told..........they were both in awe and amazement watching me. A was talking and moving his head slightly left and right, and there was a fox/elf looking over his shoulder that was teasing me and trying to mask his face. lots of other coming down visuals for the next 5 minutes, nothing compared to the experience though. Jeweled fractals everywhere, E and her gorgeousness, and A smiling and being his beautiful fox/elf/self. I had to look away several times because I was conscious I was staring at them too intently.

I tried to explain all of this and couldn't find words, this report is the result of at least 20 minutes of talking through it with them, I couldn't have typed this right after it happened. It was so amazing.

The result of integrating this night was my updated introductory essay, my new signature, and the realization that my life and my friends are in a wonderful balance right now.

This is true transformation, and I am humbled by this. Love to all-

Sounds like a very beautiful experience! Rather incredible that you saw the path you reentered on. Thank you for sharing and I'm warmed to read you have such good friends/trip buddies.

Really enjoyed reading this, thanks for sharing

Beautiful. Thanks for sharing.

Treasure your friends. I can't find anyone who knows what DMT is, let alone someone to share the experience with. I'm envious, in a sans green-eyed monster way.

Thanks for sharing, too bad you don't recall what was going on there, on the otherside