Hey guys ! I recently underwent my third profound dmt experience, and I've decided it'd be a good idea to document it online, and where better than the nexus ??
Over the weekend myself and three others set off camping. At around midnight after 6 or 7 hours tripping on some very clean lsd we decided it'd be the right time to get vaping. It was a full moon and cloudless sky, which meant that the stars were in their fullest glory, although it was quite cold. We were on the beach of a lake and sitting propped up against a tree, and although I had apprehensions about re-trying dmt after an intense hyperslap a year back, at the moment it felt right and I decided to ignore any doubts that I had.
Before we got to it we discussed what we hoped to get from the experience. I had been thinking about this for quite a while, and came to the conclusion that I wanted primarily to get a better insight into the true nature of myself, and learn more about the unknown. I also wanted to establish a stronger connection with nature, which at the time was already quite strong as I'd spent the day tripping in a totally untamed landscape.
It was a beautiful night, but it was also quite windy and cold which made vaping out of a little hash pipe pretty difficult. The spice was sandwiched between some herb, and I was relatively inexperienced with vaping so with each hit I was unsure as to whether or not it would work. Eventually, after some mis-hits and some wasted spice, I knew the next hit would mean blast off..
I was right. Immediately the mountains in the distance began to warp, and form into these thick red, orange and pink cylindrical tubes. These thick multicoloured tubes wiggled and squirmed and totally dominated my vision. They were so peculiar and beautiful, and after a while I decided to close my eyes. I was shocked to find that nothing changed when I did. I continued staring at this giant red/orange alien spaghetti like thing until a woman's face appeared at the end of one of the tubes and began to face me. I am relatively familiar with this mother-entity as she has appeared to me twice before. When I saw her, I immediately remembered my original intentions. I asked her something which I can't remember, and she smiled and faded away into the distance before giving an answer. At this point I lay back on the ground and looked to the tree beside me. I put my hand on the tree and felt a powerful force surge through my body. I realised that there is more to this tree than we as humans can apprehend, likewise with all plants and nature. At this point the visions became less intense, and despite being quite shook up, I was full of nothing but love and awe.
Initially I thought the trip wasn't as profound as I had hoped it would be. It was beautiful, and inspiring, but rather tame compared with the expectations I had from the offset and the reports of hypserspace I have read on this site. I have learned since that there is no point in having expectations. I have also realised that the spice works in very mysterious ways. It strengthened my already close relationship with nature and the environment, and in doing so I have learned all kinds of things about myself and the world simply by listening to the birds in the distance, or the wind blowing through the trees - strange as that may sound.
I am the kind of person who is constantly unsure of themselves. My opinions on things change rapidly and I'm often in a state of confusion. This trip grounded me and made me more comfortable with myself. I am still learning from it and I think it was a milestone in a very healthy three-way relationship between myself, nature and entheogens
Thanks for taking time to read this
