Hello,

Lately I have been getting resentful of my current overworked underpaid position im holding. Ive been looking towards picking up a CDL and truck driving instead. This would mean abandoning my first love, reefer. As a person I do identify with the healing qualities of cannabis, but at the same time I want to have the will to not desire to toke. So I figured last night was my last night with the ganja.

Whenever I know hyperspace is imminent I get pretty solemn. I did my regular room clean and meditation, put 40mg into the bong with some herb and blasted off.

My intent was to see how hyperspace might feel about me going this route. It answered with this: Life is full of challenges.

At first the imagery was "scary" but then lightened up a tad. The things I was seeing were so damn... weird. It was utterly weird and morphic.

When I would attempt to bring my concerns to the forefront it shook them off and rather showed me what it wanted too. Very strange objects. I remember a hooded woman whose face and body were constantly cycling shapes, things, and patterns. There were was a bizarre clown man (not the same as a jester). There was things being shredded. There was briefly a very clear image of human hands reaching from darkness. These things were not happy or jovial, and they were not mad or angry. I remember being concerned that it would not give a clear answer before it was back to earth time. But at the same time it lasted 10-15 minutes, buzzing vibrating hyperspace.

It answered my question on the level of, "yes that's a dilemma u have there, look at all mine!"

I could not help but take away many bigger lessons than what I had at first bargained for. Life ain't made to be easy. Overall I was grateful to have such a bewildering and uneasy experience.

So it's not so easy to ask questions during a DMT trip? Did you feel you're more a spectator than an actor of the trip? Have you know began to find answers, by your own or with the help of this trip?

That has been my experience as well. The answer i got was along the lines of "oh boy...lol..look at this instead"

It can't be bothered with petty day to day stuff or so it seems. It just leaves you with stuff and its your job to figure out the meaning.

For Q&A Time, try the salvia beings. Mushrooms and ayahuasca can also work but in my experience, mushrooms communicate more by alegory and ayahuasca by visuals.

Asking the questions and interpreting the answers are two separate animals here.

You can pose any question but what it says back is up for you to determine.

I did have a strong sense of being an observer in this trip. I feel I went somewhere different. As if rather than landing in the comfort and joy plane, I landed in the mystery risk and darkness plane. As I remember it the things being shredded gave me the impression of alligators or reptiles of some kind.

I feel the trip was telling me to not expect life to be a bud smoking cake walk (tho a man can dream!) And when I sat up I remember a mustering feeling of "Carpe Diem!" Tho it was 4 or 5 in the morning ha. It left me With a "take it by the horns" type of attitude and I took the challenge as an encouragement

@Obliguhl

It has been 5+ years sine Ive tried salvia. It was 20x. What dosage do u recommend a 220lb person to contact them?

My friend I had smoked it with distinctly told me there were many "little gnome guys" waving and singing good bye. At the time I thought "hey, isnt that a dmt thing?"

Telling you Goodbye is really a Salvia thing, when the effects are ending. I interpret this as that: you discovered the real reality (that's what I think during the trip), awakening from your daily dream (our reality), but you must now come back to it. So it's "bye bye".

It was my friend they waved goodbye to. My experience with it was 3 or 4 minutes of an orange gooey snowstorm tv that took up my whole vision. Looked like melting orange black and cream swirls on a 400 x 400 ft screen. But yes it did have that "real reality" effect, too.

I definitely need to do more work with salvia

My personal favorite for asking questions and getting answers is LSD. I feel like it gives you a very fresh perspective on your life and the specific questions. I also feel like it strips away a bit of my emotional bias that may be clouding my judgement.
Good luck with your career choices though!