Hi everybody !
Experience report
Male : 1,82m, 80kg
experience : 15-20 journey on vaped DMT
t 0 : 40mg harmalas [rue manske full spectrum] sublingual
t +30min : 50mg DMT [MHRB white/yelow xtals Cyb's ion tek (BTW, thanks Cyb for your work and sharing)] vaped with a volcano [liquid pad, 220°C]
t +32min : Black and white paterns morphed in an entity with probes (like finger ?)going in my head. No stress, just do what you have to do but be nice.
Others entities, i don't realy remenber what but it was quite interesting but i was disturbed by a light in my left eye. It was like a dwarf with green hat or clothes was playing with a torch to disturb me on purpose. I remembered i read something in the nexus about this happening to somebody else, so i just said (with voice not by telepathy) please, be nice and stop playing this torch in my eyes and it immediately stopped, i said thank you.
The rest is vague.
t +40min : It faded slowly (IMAO effects).
It was the firt time i really felt entities and after that i was talking to them saying "i don't know if your real or not but you can do what you want but don't be nasty with me".
After few journey, i was wondering why my trips were so different from others reports. Now, i'm wondering if all the reading i did influenced my trips. Do i see entities because others told about them or are they just there in my mind or somewhere else ?
t +50min : 45mg DMT (pre-weighted) still with volcano of course
t +52min : Just before it hits me, i managed to said "please be nice with me" and wwwwoooooowwwww !!!!
I saw me (stylised me) like an ant with fungus (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ophiocordyceps_unilateralis) growing from my head (or may be xtal growing from my head), this image freezed and by this kind of antenna PURE LOVE runned throught my body, i've been flooded with this incommensurable amount of love, it was like a thunderbolt of light/love lighting the core of my body. It was like being loved by the whole univers at a level you can't even imagine. I had this kind of feelings on MDMA or even with psylocibes but way, way under this level.
I had no visual exept this vision of me freezing (cristalising ?), just this pure feeling. It faded very slowly, the only thing i could say or think was "thank you, thank you, thank you...".
I could feel like my batteries were reset and filled, this love becamed pleasure, pure pleasure but not sexualy. It lasted for ever fading very slowly, coming back by waves. I thought i can't keep all this love, i have to share and i mentaly send love (which is not me, i'm quite cold in my behavior when it comes to love) to everyone i thought about (girlfiend actual and from past, family, friends). I almost phoned to a good friend to tell him how much i love him but it was late and i realised it will sound quite weird (Haha !) even if he knows my game with DMT.
t +70min : The afterglow was brilliant, peacefull. I thought, remembered, kind of meditate about my life and different memories popped up. It was very pleasant.
t +100min : I was base line in a peaceful state, had a bowl of vaped weed, read some nexus thread and went to sleep.
This morning, i still feel a kind of afterglow, positive mind which is not always the case with me.
Thanks you for reading and please grab some love from me
I don't know if i'm in the right section, please fell free to move it
I hope it's understandable because of my poor english (i should be more focus at school)
Few questions (popped up in my slow mind) :
1: i use a volcano (you could guess ^^) to vape and i'm wondering if it worth to open a thread about it, like there is one for GVG ?
2: Does anyone knows about harmalas habituation(?) and toxicity ? In my mind, IMAO (medics) are quite addictive but it really brings up somethings to vaped DMT, so i don't like the idea to give up this tool but if i have to slow down i'd like to know

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