I've decided to post about a very strange natural dmt trip I had. I had my first experience with dmt a few months before this natural trip. The night began as follows:

I had been talking to my girlfriend about hypnosis and she asked me to try and guide her into a hypnotized state. I softly and slowly did so and at a point she seemed to have dosed off or was really deep. She no longer responded to me. Seeing her in that state reminded me of my first experience with dmt.

For some reason, I decided to try and relive the experience. I closed my eyes and began to recall the sensations and visions. One thing I struggled with that first time was the sensation of losing the ability to breathe. It felt as if my lungs expanded infinitely until I could no longer feel them or control them. When I got to that point in the memory I opened my eyes. My girlfriend opened her eyes at the same time and she had a worried look on her face.

She said when she was under, she had the sensation of not being able to breathe... and she feared that her soul was escaping from her mouth as she was trying to breathe. I hadn't told her about my experience before. I found it very eerie how it seemed I had shared my memory with her in a sense.

We went to sleep and I remember pieces of a dream I was having. I was collecting these basketball sized, deep purple crystals and bringing them to this entity as payment for something. He was made of a writhing energy contained within wrappings like a mummy, but had the shape of a human. He sat atop one of many towers built in a cavern. I climbed a ladder on the side of the tower and passed an armful of crystals to the entity through a window. I was still standing on the ladder when he began reciting many different words.

As with psychedelic experiences and dream states, there are some concepts that ring as absolute truth in the moment. In that moment, I knew the words to be a recitation of my past lives. At least thats what I recall. Normally I would have simply dismissed this as an interesting dream. But what happened next was very peculiar, if not as reality shattering as my first trip.

The words he spoke were utter nonsense. It reminded me of glossolalia or speaking in tongues. About halfway through this little session, he spoke a word that resonated in 3 voices. At least thats how I can think to describe it. It sounded like Thoth, Toth, and Thoeth (the O sound accentuated) He spoke a few more words and I noticed the wood of the tower was warping. My vision was tunneling within the dream. I began to experience full body sensation of that rise to breakthrough. His words ended on a record skipping "photoshop, photoshop, photoshop, photoshop" Repeating tenfold upon each utterance until it was a solid buzz of sound. The dream had done so as well, visually. Repeating visually as a single frame until it was just light and dark pulsating at something like 30 frames a second.

At this point, I was very confused at the rapid and unexpected progression of the dream. I was convinced that this was no longer a dream. I began to see what looked like photographs of locations, but in developed photo form. Like the kind you would get after dropping a disposable cam off at a developer. Just little rectangles of locations. But flashing at that 30 frame per second speed. I couldn't absorb them at that speed. The only image I can remember was a desert.

The cycle of frames began to speed up faster and faster until it was warping into a tunnel of pure colors speeding past. Faster and faster until it became the most pure, bright white light I've ever seen. Like looking at a full moon. Just pure light overlaying my entire minds eye. The edges were vibrating with the full spectrum of colors. Upon seeing the pure light, a very high pitched frequency noise sounded off. Just half a second BEEEEEP. I later tried to match the sound on a Sine wave generator, it was around 4000hz.

The moment I saw the light and heard the noise, the center of my brain seemed to erupt in THE MOST explosively orgasmic feeling ive ever experienced. It came from right where the Pineal gland sits. I've never felt anything like that, absolutely new sensation.

From there I began to see the picture card images again, slower and slower...until I was me again and sat straight up in bed... the room slightly spinning and my mind repeating "photoshop photoshop photoshop"

I quickly wrote down the experience and sat there, wide eyed in the dark. I made note of the few things I remembered the clearest. Thoth, photoshop, the one photo i could remember (a desert), and the white light/sound brain-gasm.

Putting it into words seems to lose 99% of the intensity of the experience...but it was powerful.

Anyone have something similar happen before?
I'm at a loss as to why any of it happened that night.

Wow. That is really cool. I guess you could classify that as an out of body experience, too.

Just like my experience, when I posted it, it remained for weeks without anyone actually telling me anything. At least someone commented on your post. Yes, i have experienced what you experienced. I was beginning to doubt myself, because even here at the DMT-NEXUS, I could not find any similar stories or anyone willing to comment on any of mine. I found your post by accident. A coincidence it was on a full moon? Who can say.

I have come to realize that DMT is TRULY the spirit molecule, and is truly the smell of enlightenment. For thousands of years people have separated themselves from society and meditated for their entire lives to get one quick glance at nirvana, one breakthrough, which is explainable with dmt in the pineal gland being released. Similar to what happens when we die, and we can remember it when we were only 'mostly dead' (near death experiences).. Why it happened to me and you, I cant even begin to guess. (i have a theory) People have tried their whole lives to go there, and it was given to me while I was almost asleep.

Just like you, I had smoked and broke through with dmt for the first time a few months before this, and have yet to smoke it still. I always meditate before I go to bed, but I have a bad habit of falling asleep while I meditate, being in bed and all. This was one such case. While meditating, every real experience I have ever had was when I was fighting off sleep, trying to stay in meditation mode but failing and ALMOST falling asleep over and over and over. The Goldilocks zone is somewhere between 'awake' and 'asleep'. Sometimes when you are in those moments, you do things you need to do thinking your awake like get ready for work or go to the bathroom, only to find out you were still asleep or, in my case, smoking dmt which magically appeared in my hand. Something very weird and amazing happened. I smelt it, I tasted it, I felt the burn. At this point i remembered it was a dream because up to this point, I have been unable to smoke dmt. I don't know why, it was the best experience in my life but i will prep everything and get all the way to actually smoking it... and just stare at it for a while and put it away. don't know why, its all i want to do and all i can think about. ANYWAYS, I realized it was a dream because the pipe dissipated in my hands once I was done smoking it (the way that things do when you are in dmt, that kinda swirl blurring then separation of the molecules then they swirl in every direction like hundreds of tiny wisps of smoke that dissipate in the air leaving darkness and/or light, you know, the kind of thing that you have no idea what im describing unless you have seen it yourself). But then it happened. When I let go of my breath, I felt the hum in my chest. I was confused, I know this was a dream, but it just got REAL. I completly broke through that night, entirely from the dmt in my Pineal gland, from within. Me smoking it while asleep was simply stating intent.

This is the second time I have posted about this experience. I have already deleted my other post once over 40 people saw it and no one posted anything. But now that there is at least one other person who has experienced this dmtless experience, other than the few modern enlightened masters (we have them just like every other generation in history has had, Dali-lama is an example) I feel like I should repost it. Also, I have done EXTENSIVE research on this phenomenon. It turns out that there is a video on Netflix that talks about this EXACT thing. More specifically, its people from different religions: christian, Muslim, Aribs, Jews, Mormons, Buddhism, Hindu... it interviews their experience, how it happened, how it effected them. they all had dmt trips, straight up, like us, without smoking it. during their interviews, they all talk about the same thing. each of them elders or whatnot in their own religion, yet they banded together because of this shared experience and made a video about it. They each talk about how their experience plays perfectly into their own doctrine, and they also acknowledge that their experience plays perfectly into the religions doctrine also. Reminded me of that COEXIST sticker lol. I will find the video, but if you want the name of it, you need to message me. Im tired of no one responding to my posts LOL.

Also, I have an experience on the topic 'Aarons epoch, the high priest robes' I posted earlier. although the post didn't specify (I got memory flashbacks as I read your post) The one I met did something similar to me. He greeted me with the smile and feeling that cant be described to someone who hasn't seen/experienced it, and then he touched my forhead and I began to spiral into images and stuff which I am still getting flashbacks of, new memories of things I didn't remember. the funny part was I got the feeling that what I saw was similar to a recording or something. I knew what I was going to see before I saw it (this didn't lesson the sense of awe) I remember specifically saying "OH, THE CAT! THE CAT IS COMMING!" and then it came. And it was awesome. Anyways, look that post up if you want, I remember confusing the epoch with mummy wraps because of how it was moving and wiggeling and swirling and stuff. if you read my post I have a somewhat good description of it.

Anyways, sorry for the long post, and I even went slightly off topic. Thanks for bearing with me.

Megnetically Yours,
Me

A trip that came to mind was, being in black vast landscape and a entity had taken to me to a place where I was watching 30+ tv like screens at once. Not like when at a tv shop and you zone out on most and focus on one, I was able to watch all at once.

Regarding feeling acknowledged.. know that you are valued and important to this community. & I bet that 100% of the nexians/people have at least a fraction of this feeling. At least I have, but it's mostly gone now. Things are perfect, there is a synchronicity to the 40+ people that did read you post & didn't comment. & how amazing that they did use their time and energy to do so..

"I will find the video, but if you want the name of it, you need to message me. Im tired of no one responding to my posts LOL."

You laugh; but I sense there may deeper roots to your wanting to acknowledged than here on the nexus.

Sorry to get all personal... I'm likely halfway projecting and processing my own stuff..

I'll finish with a very related dream I had last night:

(In real life I have a uncle who has a very strong rep of being a jerk.) My friend and I were in his house while him and family were away. As my friend was making a banana smoothie in their kitchen, the family comes home. I urge my friend to hurry and lets run and disappear... but it was to late we were spotted.. but oddly my uncle was 100% nice. We start to chat, etc. I start to show him his very high tech music controller (which i have in real life) not conscious of the fact I'm doing so to prove my awesomeness/worthiness of his affection.. We proceed outside and I show him another high tech thing but it was broken... & still my uncle was 100% amazing...

very late, not sure how to end this...

You are loved and every word OR no words at all are supremely appreciated..

Sonny!!! Man, I'm glad there are communities like this where people can share these experiences. Imagine being a few decades back with nobody to reach out to, no clue what the fuck was up. Haha. I want that vid man! I can't pm you cause I have to somehow attain that ability from the moderators.

Can you link your post about the epoch mummy? Thanks so much for replying btw!