This is a fairly long read, if you would just like to read purely the experience, i have put "THE EXPERIENCE" As a subtitle for you to skip too, i hope you enjoy!
Time: 6:30 - 8/2/2014
Diet: Smoothie and some sushi
Consumed 4 puffs of MJ about 2 hours prior to the DMT experience, i have been lowering the amount of weed i smoke, that being said, it had only been a week and a half since last smoke, i am aiming to stop smoking weed all together.
Mind set: Highly anxious about the experience, mind was still fairly fuzzy from the weed, also a reason why i'm quitting. I did feel ready, much preparation has gone into this, i meditate at least twice a day, spend lots of time in nature, as well as trying to be as vegetarian as possible.

So my girlfriend and I had a pretty big day, i started the day off with a 1 and a half our meditation by myself in nature. I got fairly frustrated with the experience, as my girlfriend and my friend always tell me about these intense experiences they gain through focus on the breath, it frustrated me as i didn't get too deep, i understand the irony
I then went for a surf with her, that was nice, relaxing, in nature and just chilled. Met up with a friend and his girlfriend, got some sushi, went into nature had a few tokes of a dooby and meditated for about 30 minutes, got deeper this time.

By the time i got home, my friend had amped me to do some DMT by talking to me about it during the day. I decided tonight was the night i go the deepest i've gone. I load up a bit of Changa, measure out 60mg of DMT, then i halve it into 30Mg, this was an inaccurate measurement, my scales are terrible for this kinda thing, if anyone has any suggestion to which scales work well, please inform me as these ones could lead to a 100mg hit without knowing.
By the time i smelt, loaded and sandwiched that DMT, my anxiety really kicked in, i was shacking profusely, my gut was wrenching and i just had to calm down. Did some breath work, played a relaxing tune on my Ukelele… OKAY, now i'm ready.

THE EXPERIENCE:
I put the pipe to my lips, the jet lighter begins to heat up the DMT perfectly, my first toke, pure DMT, that lovely sensation began to overcome me, my eye's begin to flicker, the candle light shines brightly. Shadows begin to form throughout the room. I held this hit for about 10 seconds. I reluctantly draw in my second hit, i was already so involved in the experience, but i wanted to go deeper, i feel like the second hit takes me out of the vibrations, and quickly back to reality. I draw it in, and hold this in until i forget that i am breathing.

I instantly melt into the couch where i am then covered in this protective layer of warmth. I understood that this protective layer, was very similar to that of the uterus of a mother, it was a watery solution, yet slimy, and felt as though i could kick the walls and it would break as it was very fragile, with thin walls of translucent material containing me. For this reason, i feel like it was a sub-breakthrough, and rather than being put in the trip, i was contained in my praying mantas mothers sack of warmth.

I was in the trip, but had not yet gone deep enough to enter the realm and so the visuals themselves, and the communication too the entity's, was still a bit unclear, that being said, the colours were phenomenal, they had an awe inspiring glow to them, the praying mantas like beings were humongous, and extremely intelligent and the lights that shone from afar were as bright as stars themselves.

So rather than becoming part of the trip itself, i became my soul in this protective layer of warmth, i could see through the translucent walls, but it was still a bit fuzzy, it wasn't a complete breakthrough, there was still a wall that needed to be broken down, but i had not gone deep enough to do so. Instead of attempting to break down the wall, i began to observe my soul as the 7 chakras, to assess each chakra, and see which was balanced, which was abused, and where they could each take me if i focused on them.

I then began too look through the thin wall, i could see a holographic image of the ground that my mother was standing on (my mother being a giant praying mantas), in which the holographic image enabled the species too seek out worms from the ground. They told me to chant with them, i began to chant and they bellowed their own sounds, which felt ceremonial, as if it was an introductory into this new world. They then told me to dance with them (i may add, when they "told me" to do something, it was more me knowing to do something which then created a positive reaction from the beings), i began moving my arms around in a strange rotational form, which then lead to my hands coming together to thank them. They then put light into my hands, which was filled with beauty, inner peace and warmth, as if i was holding a star itself, as if we had created the star through the ceremony, i look up, and see a beautiful strand of blue and white light shining down upon me, which almost completely enveloped me, this i felt was my 7th chakra opening allowing me to see the potential of where i can go, if i maintain my meditation and then smoke DMT again.

I slowly come back too reality, i see my girlfriend with my cat, i look around my apartment, i was there, and yet, it was all so unfamiliar. I knew what i saw, and yet i wasn't certain, a table was a table, and yet, i saw it differently, as if it weren't a table. I look around for a bit, then breath, each breath still waving through the cosmos. Still deeply connected to the universe. I was stunned by the experience, happy but baffled, i could hardly speak, there was no need to speak, no need to talk about the experience, just a perfect time to embrace life for the simplest of illusions. The experience itself, was as real, almost more real than life itself and even more perfect. I then felt as if i was given a choice, i could become anxious and depressed about the fact that life is just a simple illusion, or embrace life, and take it on with complete beauty and inspiration, and to simply do what makes me happy, there is no need for material possessions as they won't provide you with anything once you pass. Life is about experience, make sure you experience it to your greatest capacity, and put your focus into whichever thing makes you the happiest.

If you got to this point, i thank you for showing interest in my experience and hope you enjoyed the read. As with i guess everyone here who has had their own experiences, conveying the experience in words, compared to the experience itself, just does not compare, even if you were the most talented of writers, but i hope i could give you an insight into the experience i was blessed with, Namaste'.