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Reflection
#1 Posted : 1/20/2014 10:07:04 AM

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I have smoked so much low doses of DMT I got caught in a cycle but this experience changes everything. I have been scared of breaking through due to panicking on two separate lift offs. Since then I have just stuck with the low doses but as I said this has all changed for the better.

A lot of you will probably disagree with this but I was very drunk when I got home (fall over drunk) and decided to get my pipe and try some of my waxy goo. I loaded as much as I could into the pipe and let rip. I held the smoke in for as long as I could 20/30 secs but as I was holding it in the room was already bouncing around. I managed to lie down on the bed and BOOM I was off. Rather than the blast of at speed people talk of I sunk into the centre of my body and kept going deeper and deeper into the darkness. Everything was spinning real fast and I couldn’t see what was around me, there was a presence of mother nature, that’s what I called it at the time so I will use that phrasing. I felt completely warm and there was LARGE amounts of good energy rushing through my body as if she was massaging me in a weird way. The spinning slowed down and I managed to look around the room. What I saw was a temple like building as if I was in side a pyramid or Egyptian building, very sandy coloured walls but made of light the place felt very very old, there was green art or writing on the walls but it didn’t make any sense to me. There was also tall dark shadow people walking around, very similar to this sculpture. They didn’t have a presence they just seemed to be they’re doing not much. Not much else happened I am afraid to say or maybe I cant remember what else happened, i remember talking but cant remember who and why I was talking. I was then so gently taken back to this place (home) by mother nature, she so calmly put me back in my bed, like I was being born or put in a cradle and left again.......WOW. I have smoked so much low doses of DMT I got caught in a bad cycle but no more.
When I cam back I had this strong feeling like I was back in the game, the game of life. Everything around me looked like it was fuzzy and flickering like a TV set being tuned in, everything just felt fake in a way.

I cant believe I was so fearful of breaking through, OK this may be a small breakthrough and I am sure not all of them will be so gentle but I am happy I have lost my fear. Anyway I hope to write a new report soon once my freezer does it job.




“Going out of your mind at least once a day is tremendously important. Because by going out of your mind you come to your senses.”
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Mimosa_Man
#2 Posted : 1/20/2014 10:36:06 AM

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The BEST trip i've had so far was when I was drunk, my set and setting were perfect.

I didnt worry about smoking too much, I didn't have all the hype that usually comes with preparing the dose.

Me and two friends were having a relaxing night at home drinking, I was just about to "throw up and pass out" drunk when my best friend who was slightly more sober than myself and knew I had been struggling to relax before smoking prepared a big dose in a oil bubbler and said hey come here real quick.

I entered the room and he said DMT time, now that you're nice and relaxed! I said Absolutely!! He lit it up and held the bubbler for me while I took the hugest three rips I've yet managed.

I won't go into detail about this trip experience because i was saving it for a time when I felt like writing it all out, but overall it was the best experience I've had so far, and about 20 minutes later as the last effects were wearing off I realized I was completely sober from the alcohol and was able to drink 10 more beers before we hit the hay that night.

I don't think using DMT while otherwise intoxicated is a bad idea, as long as your head is still in the right place when you toke up...
"Of course it is happening inside your head, but why on earth should that mean that it is not real?"
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Reflection
#3 Posted : 1/20/2014 11:07:15 AM

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Yeah my problem was/is that I scare myself so much with all the possibilities of what could happen on a breakthrough so before I even start I am all ready panicking and scared which doest bold well going into a trip.
Being drunk my mind was clear and there was no fear. I do remember as I was coming back to my body saying "wait I didnt learn anything" I guess the whole trip left me confused or blank minded in away. But overall I was really happy that it happened the way it did.

"I don't think using DMT while otherwise intoxicated is a bad idea, as long as your head is still in the right place when you toke up..."
I think what you said there is very true.

Hopefully you find the time to report the trip which you had.Thumbs up
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Mimosa_Man
#4 Posted : 1/20/2014 11:14:43 AM

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I've got the time, honestly I'm just being lazy about writing 1,000+ words
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leftyrc
#5 Posted : 1/20/2014 3:37:44 PM

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Congrats man. The first time I blasted off drunk, I threw up. I thought it was very chaotic, and overall a bad time for me. But everyones different, so I'm glad you had a good experience! Thumbs up

For myself, the more comfortable I was with each experience, my breakthroughs became more enlightening, beautiful, and I was able to travel much deeper to the point where I lost all sense of identity. Looking forward to reading about your future breakthroughs!
 
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#6 Posted : 1/23/2014 2:39:25 AM

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It seems that if you're in a right state if mind, alcohal can be used as a pre flight anxiety/hype reducer. Has anyone tried.this with smaler doses of alcohal like 25 ounces? I'm trying to figuer out if you would still get benifits if you're buzzed?
~We have been to the moon, we have charted the depths of the ocean and the heart of the atom, but we have a fear of looking inward to ourselves because we sense that is where all the contradictions flow together.~
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#7 Posted : 1/23/2014 2:58:04 AM

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I would think the problem with being drunk is not being able to remember anything and not being able to get anything out of the journey.

Perhaps you should try taking a 0.5 Xanax 20 minutes before you blast off

Namaste

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