I just had a quite profound experience with an unmeasured amount of self-extracted Acacia goo.

I'll give you sort of a preface leading up to this specific trip. About a day and a half ago, a friend and I had tried about 30 mg each of yellow crystals from a previous extraction and had quite a pleasant experience. I also had some goo from yet another previous extraction but we decided to save that. About an hour or so after our first dose we decided to smoke the goo and I had a rather unpleasant experience. I was very paranoid for really no apparent reason and I decided I would hold off on using anymore for a while.

We went to bed not long afterwards and the next morning I decided to not use any more for the whole day. The thought of it was a bit daunting. I was also feeling very depressed and confused for pretty much the majority of the day. Eventually, my friend left and an empty sort of loneliness added on to this depressing feeling. Day turned to night and I thought I might as well smoke some DMT. I took my pipe, which is a sort of makeshift oil burner made from a test tube, and loaded up the rest of my goo. I then took some sheets, blankets and pillows and made a bed on my floor to lay on and placed my alcohol burner, pipe and lighter beside me. A thought then crossed my mind, "How am I going to turn the light off?." The room has a ceiling fan with a pull switch for the light so I tied old shoe strings together and tied them to the switch so it led all the way down to the bed where I would be laying. My heart rate increased as I realized what I was about to do and I lied down until I was relaxed.

Now, as my mind accepted the inevitable I flicked my lighter on and lit the alcohol lamp. The flame chaotically blazed out of the metal wick, flickered, and stabilized into a gentle blue warmth. I took one last deep breath and placed the pipe over the flame. The goo melted almost instantly and vapor started to roll out of the liquid seemingly just as fast. I took one deep inhale and held it. Before I even exhaled my vision was already vibrating and I knew the DMT was very eager to take me away. It allowed me to stay for one more deep hit. I simultaneously exhaled the hit and extinguished the alcohol burner. I lie my head back on the pillow and I'm staring into the ceiling fan. The light was still on and it was now what seemed like a glowing eyeball. The fan took on a womanly persona. I noticed that she was touching me and I realized that It was the long connection of shoe strings I forgot to pull. She beckoned me to do so, so I pulled and the room went dark as I closed my eyes. What I can only describe as a "backwards maze" appeared before me and I could see veins full of arrows twisting through the structure. I slowly was turned upside down into this structure and I decided to open my eyes.

This feeling of a womanly entity that was so prominent centered itself on the fan that I was now looking directly at. The bed was now her warm embrace and the pillow was/were her hands. I felt them on the back of my neck. I felt two other minor persona's. One to my left, who felt timid and standoffish, and one to my right who was very outgoing and mischievous. I now realize that these were two different parts of myself. I slowly faded back into reality and the woman departed. Visuals were still very noticeable but for the most part I was back.

I sat up and felt refreshed (minus the numb spot on my tongue). I looked to my right on my bookshelf and saw a book I had never noticed before titled "Dinosaur Habitat" so I grabbed it. On the cover there is a yellow, timid looking creature. A generic name had popped in my head for it. Lefty. I skimmed through the book and could only smile at the black and white photos of strange looking reptilian creatures. At that moment, the depression and confusion of the day before had left me. A calm and peaceful energy enveloped the room as I prepared to type this and go to sleep.