Hello,

So I had a previous trip where I left my body and was stuck in a room or cube, nothing seemed to happen I was just stuck in there with no fear or anxiety. I then opened my eyes are realised I was tripping harder than ever as everything around me was changing size, shape and colour. This then lead me to totally freak out and totally forget who, what, and where I was. Anyway that experience made me fearful of ever attempting to break through. Since then I have just been smoking enough to get the visuals and enter that crazy place but still knowing where and who I was.

Anyway I decided to have a smoke after drinking alcohol, I was tipsy not drunk.
Vap'd it as I normally do and held it in as long as I could, IMMEDIATELY i know I had smoked/vap'd more than I planned. I got the same visuals as my 'bad experience' where everything was changing around me so much, my eyes became extremely heavy and seemed to automatically close. Instantly I SAID OH NO BREAKTHROUGH TIME, I felt completely different than any other trip.... because I was a little tipsy I was a little more relaxed and kept telling myself relax, your good, its fine everything will be normal again in 10 mins. As soon as my eye shut I seen this face, minus the grey hair.



This face had a welcoming expression or feeling as it was time... I then seemed to be in a orange area or surroundings which I couldn't leave or go any further, I guess I needed to smoke a little more to force the break through.

I felt detached from my body, I felt as if I was split in two, the real self completely calm and trying to reassure the other person. I spent a lot of time thinking why is this other person freaking out when it feels to peaceful and relaxing.
I then opened my eyes and this totally confused me, I couldn't figure out what was happening. The visuals were really strong the who room/objects were changing size and shape, I was thinking what happened to the guy who was panicking. I then realised that it was me... the other guy was me, I then looked over and seen my pipe and thought, did I smoke......I must have. Eventually I came back and was totally in shock but what happened.

I know this is not a break through but I feel I got a taste for what a break through would be like. It wont be uncomfortable or scary as first thought, if anything the complete opposite a lot more comfortable than smoking lower doses. The thing I have to remember is that everything around me is going to be crazy and very visual but i have to get use to that or ignore it and remember it will all go back to normal. My first experience as first mentioned left me totally fearful of ever breaking through but this experience left me with a different opinion.

Anyway I am looking forward to loading the pipe with a breakthrough amount and confidently smoking it all.

I should also mention I do have scales I have just never used them, I have been working with small eye balled amounts and its always been fine. I have recently change to a glass pipe with a torch lighter and I have been able to get better vap results so this is why I ended up going further than planned.

Glass pipe below works really well. Just place steel gauze in a ball shape then place another flat gauze on top. I also add a rubber hose to the end so my face is not too close to the torch.

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