While closing at work, a coworker started playing DMT revelations Terence McKenna, if you have not listened to this SWIM says to defiantly listen to what he has to say, this planted the seed in SWIM's head that it was finally time for a journey to the other side. Terence Mckenna describes a way of breaking through by taking 3 hits, one hit to get the funny feeling, 2 hits for the chrysanthemum (the veil) to appear and then one final huge hit to be propelled through.
When SWIM got home they ended up loading up 2 bowls, one with 60mg DMT and one with 100mg. SWIM started playing the song Divine Moments of Truth by Sphongle (this is a song made for DMT). After the first hit on the 100mg bowl SWIM started feeling good, after the second hit visuals were seen, after the 3rd hit SWIM layed back and closed their eyes and amazing colors were seen in all sorts of geometrical patterns, while focusing on the images SWIM was put into a very primal trance. The music influenced SWIM to a very primal mindset and before SWIM could comprehend what was going on they very flailing around dancing almost as in a ritual.
SWIM could visually see energy shooting out of their body in bright yellow waves and the energy shooting out of SWIM's body was causing the dancing.
As the music started calming down SWIM layed back down and their cat jumped on their chest. Energy/fire was shooting from the cats head like a massive maine and it kept cycling energy and fire, he seemed to be a very spiritual creature. SWIM then went under the covers and started enjoying closed eyed visuals, as SWIM started to feel the trance slipping away they reached out for the other bowl containing 60mg and SWIM proceeded to clear the bowl in 2 hits.
As the song built up SWIM was thrown back into a trance. While laying on their back SWIM felt the sensation that they were throwing up, SWIM was seeing energy and a plasma like material shooting out like a huge 4 ft. geyser, SWIM's eyes were closed the entire time and it felt as if it wouldn't stop and SWIM was drowning. At that moment SWIM started hearing sounds from all over the room in completely different areas as if there was allot of people in the room, as SWIM felt that they were drowning they felt something hug them through the covers and SWIM instantly knew everything would be ok.
Śānti tumhārē sātha hō