I've been using psychedelics for 7 years now. They have changes me completely(for the better) . I first took a small dose of magic mushrooms when I was very young, about 11 or 12 years old. It helped me go from a very introverted angry kid to an outgoing music lover. I've been using them frequently ever since.
When I got older I was exposed to other drugs such as cannabis mdma methylone mephedrone ect. The one person I got them from was always heavily addicted to all the things he had, I took a little less dosage wise but same amount of doses. While I would take all of these fairly addictive substances I could take them everyday, since I liked too ( I know its not wise) and never become even relatively close to being addicted! But this leads me to my original question is it possible that my frequent and most common choice of drugs would get rid of the addictive potential of my other drugs I would use.
I've even started eating extremely healthy due to being grossed out by fast food on a morning glory trip. And have since got my weight down from 220 in sixth grade, PS I'm not but 5'9", to an acceptable 185. I'm not advocating or even saying what I have experienced over the years as fact but just can't find any info on the matter other than using psychedelics as a possible "cure" for addictions.
I used mephedrone almost everyday before it went illegal but when I couldn't afford it I went without, with absolutely no withdraw of any kind. I even got 2 hours of sleep one week BC of use during those times when I was 16! Finally get some sleep and be completely fine with almost daily dosimg for about 3 weeks to a month.But I've tried amphetamines, cocaine, all kinds of drugs I honestly hate to list but never had any addiction to any of them, Even after extremely repetitive use. I can't understand why I'm not addicted to things and was wondering if anyone had any experience like mine?
I am currently using 4-fa and ethylphenidate not on a regular basis but its about twice a week lower end dosing from 100mg -200mgs and from other reports I've read people can't stop dosing but soon as I lose effects and the negatives want to make its way I can stop with no desire at all.
In no way am I saying I'm above addiction and I constantly watch for it so that ego won't get the best of me. But I just haven't had an addiction, above wanting it for the fun of it, and still remain addict free from them all.
Could it be my extremely powerful addiction( and I mean addiction I start to feel depressed and not as happy the longer I go without playing. I used to play 8 to 9 hours a day and was accredited to my improved mood) to playing and creating music, which causes me to excape in a healthy way, is it gentetics; I don't think its that we are a family of nicotine addicts and alcoholics at least on my dads side, or my frequent psychedelic use helps my mind keep the chain of addiction gone even though some of the things I've taken is heavily physically and mentally addictive to some of my friends?
This is all speculation and has no scientific backing other than my experience. I'm one of the heaviest drug users in my group of friends, which is nothing to be proud of and I'm not, but I remain addiction free and share even my alcohol and always spend to much money on everything not just drugs!
I encourage any talk to help me try to help me get some understanding. I have used pretty much all psychedelics ( mushrooms, Ayahuasca, mescaline, yopo, and more!
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I'd also like to say I'm a healthy person before its assumed my drug use has negative health factors on my body. I eat mostly fruits and vegetables with lean meats. I try hard to elimate all processed foods but find myself eating some Bologna or stuff like that every now and then! If any drug is starting to affect me negatively in anyway I just stop using.
I know my drug use is heavy and using everyday is a sign of addiction but all I notice is whenever I want to stop, like go to family gatherings, make dinner for my family or work and get clean for drug test, its just as easy as not wanting to. I've some money things to pawn to get more money, when I was broke, for drugs but It never even crossed my mind unlike one person in particular that even stole from me the one person who was always going to help him , let alone I could never still from someone else for any reason!
I think when I was forced to go to drug classes for pot pession, and being around addicts there who got caught stealing from everywhere, I started to question why I was no different than them and the only conclusion I could find different other than genetics was my long prosperous psychedelic use
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