Ok I would like to describe my first few breakthroughs to you all. Mind you I am not the best at describing things some times but I will try. So I finally get back to my house after being out of the country for 6 months. Waiting for me at home I have a GVG, a Arc, some ceramic screens, a milligram scale, and about 200 milligrams of some yellowish spice.
Attempt 1. I load about 30mgs into the GVG, sit on my bed and begin lighting, the plan was to take several hits but after holding the first one in for awhile the idea of taking another was crazy. I passed the pipe off laid back and closed my eyes. I remember all kinds of colors working their way into my vision, and having the feeling like there was some sort of clown like entities there but over all I stayed connected to my body and can't report atop much more.
Attempt 2 came about 20 minutes later, I told myself this time I will take two hits no matter what. Same setup as before I loaded 30 more milligrams, and this time managed to get two hits in before collapsing back onto the bed. This time was different. This time I was in this futuristic space where there was these almost human but definitely alien beings made of light. It's like they were showing off to me by showing me the bizarre things they could do. These were no CEVs I have had before, these jump right out and were able to touch me, these were in your face "look what I can do" kind of visions. The only other thing I remember about this experience was all the impossible things I experienced. I felt emotions and sensations that are impossible.
Experience number 3 pretty similar to the last one except this time I felt like I was in an ancient nursery. The entities there were the nurses and I was the infant, being tended to and examined.
I would say number 4 which was the next day was a full breakthrough, sadly I don't remember much bit when I came back I was expecting to be somewhat normal again except I was trapped in this alternate reality. This time I was concerned. As beautiful as it was I thought I broke reality and was not coming back.
Trip number 5 this is where I think I got greedy and dmt had to let me know to slow my roll. I remember getting two solid hits off my GVG and then having a very uncomfortable feeling come over me. I laid back and don't really remember what happened, when I came to there was a very eerie feeling in the room and I was still very much in the presence of the dmt. At first glance the jeans I was wearing became alive and I watch as they're eating the top half of my body. This didn't really bother me, but then I felt the bed I was laying on begin to move. It began to squirm up and down almost like the waves in the ocean. When I looked down I notice it too was alive and a small portion of it resembled a blue stingray. The sight of this actually concerned me as this was more real to me than real life. As I was somewhat panicking about this I sensed a dark entity was in my closet and I began to freak, I thought I just opened a door to something I was ready for, and this was now my reality. Slowly but surely this did come down but it left me with a feeling of "wow I got complacent fast and this stuff is no joke". I've decided to take a break for awhile.
If you took the time to read this then thank you. Hope you enjoyed

Excellent write up. I can relate to some of your experiences.

I had 3 wonderful breakthroughs followed by a very scary one that put me in check. Tested the waters again on Saturday and it started off really bad, but then relaxed... 2 more times didn't quite break through, but they were happy.

Gonna take a few days to set my intent and meditate before going back in.

best of luck!

LaoTzu, thank you for your response.

I too would like to take some time to set my intent and meditate before a return trip. My only problem with this is I'm not very good at meditation, and usually have trouble. I'll try to not get too far off subject but this brings up a good point for me, and has to do with intent. I feel like my soul has pure intent, but my body gets in the way. What I mean by this is I know I should be eating healthier, not smoking cigarettes, meditating, not drinking alcohol and so on. As much as I do not want to do those things, I wind up doing them anyways. I feel like some of these life choices definitely effect my spiritual growth. I was a little naive to think that a few experiences with Dimitri was going to make me change my ways instantly.

I really hope this isn't too far out there.

I know exactly what you mean. I credit psychedelics with me changing my lifestyle and becoming healthier as well.

I started with a juice fast to cleanse my body, and then cut out all processed food, wheat(gluten/gliadin), and switched to a mostly vegan diet originally, consuming meat for about 102 meals per week. The better I ate, the better I felt, and the better I felt, the better I wanted to feel. These days I'm pretty much 100% vegan, and try to focus on raw foods and fresh juices. I eat rice and potatoes and will steam veggies, but I don't much for processed food at all.

I try to work on yoga/meditation and I'm not too good at it either. It takes time and practice, just stick with it. It sounds like you're on the right track. I would recommend considering a juice fast. Your body is addicted to the junk food, just like the cigarettes. Don't look at it as a diet, look at it as a lifestyle change.

If you have Netflix, I'd recommend watching 'Fat, Sick, and Nearly Dead', 'Hungry for Change', and 'Forks Over Knives' to start. Also look up 'Sweet Misery' available on YouTube. That one is about aspartame. 'Wheat: The UNhealthy Whole Grain' is a great presentation by William Davis about why the current form of high-yield dwarf strain wheat is so bad for our bodies. This is also on YouTube. Another great one on YouTube is 'Dr. Robert Young on the Importance of Juicing'.

Start there and see what you think. It's a big life change, for sure, but it's oh so rewarding. You'll find that psychedelic experiences are enhanced as well. Clarity of mind and body will help greatly in those areas.

Best of luck, and feel free to hit me up if you have any questions.

Wow, thanks again for a great response.

This reply seemed to hit the nail right on the head for me. Wow. Ok where to start... I do have netflix and just finished watching "food matters". I have also seen "Fat, sick, and nearly dead". I will now add the others to my list of things to watch. I have not seen "sweet misery" but I can say that I avoid aspartame at all costs. Peers of mine actually think I'm weird when they offer me a piece of gum, or beverage and I turn them down due to the aspartame. I also avoid fluoride when i can, I bought a reverse osmosis water filter for my kitchen sink, and when I got to the dentist I always get crazy looks when I tell them I don't want any. I would love to avoid the mercury in my dental fillings as well but I already have a lot of them, they are expensive to remove, and do to my occupation I have no choice about which kind of fillings I receive.

Me and my wife have both been looking into the juice fast. We bought a juicer a while back and just never really got into it. One time we also tried to transition for meat eaters to 100% vegan over night, and we failed after a week or so. We are trying, and I do believe that practice makes perfect. Eventually I would like to live a raw foods diet, but it's just not in the cards for me right now. (My occupation makes it impossible)

Thank you so much for your kind words of inspiration.

Sure thing! Life has a tendency to get in the way. I didn't go vegan cold turkey either, and in all honesty, I never planned to. You're in the right mindset already. I spent a good 6 months or so telling myself "okay, it's time to get healthy!" ...and it just never happened until I forced myself into the juice fast. The first few days suck... but then it becomes almost a spiritual experience in it's own right. You feel so connected to your body. Hard to explain.

Originally after the fast, I just wanted to cut back on meat/dairy and start eating more fruits and veggies... eventually I just found enough tasty substitutions that I didn't get the craving for meat anymore. My wife went vegan in one hard cut over, but I couldn't do it. Try starting with 1 day a week with no meat. Once you feel like that's easy, try 2, and so on. It might take a while, but slow and steady will get you there.

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