I have an experienced amount of hallucinogenic journeys under my belt. My Salvia experience by far was the hardest trip of my life. Not to mention the most afraid I have ever been. It was not at all what I expected strength wise due it being a legal substance in my area. I will eventually draw out my experience report on these forums, but for now I am curious if anyone can shed some light on why this reaction happened to me.
It was 60x and the first time passing over. 3 packed bowls were smoked. Apperantly witnesses said I was running away and around in circles in a fenced off back yard for over 30 minutes. Tripping over objects, falling hard and running in to objects. My eyes were open, but what I saw was a completely different world. When I came out of it one of my buddies whose house I was at took me in to his room so I could lay down on his bed. I was extremely stressed by that episode.
While laying on his bed for a few minutes we were just talking about what I saw. It was very hard to talk. Then my body went in to complete spasms from head to toe. I felt and probably look possessed. My body was bouncing 1-2 feet off the bed for minutes. We were both crying trying to understand what was happening to me, fearful of possible death. My friend said he was calling an ambulance, I said not to if I was truly leaving then a ambulance will not make it in time, if I did make it then we would have some undesired explaining to do.
Well I made it, thus how I am able to post to this day haha. This happened over 3 years ago. If anyone could give some insight it would be much appreciated. I do not want to keep wondering. By the way I have had no history pre or post experience of seizures or spasms.
A person who is fanatic in matters of religion, and clings to certain ideas about the nature of God and the universe, becomes a person who has no faith at all. Faith is a state of openness or trust. -Alan Watts