 Armchair activist
Posts: 521 Joined: 17-Sep-2011 Last visit: 05-Aug-2016
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So my first trip report and first psychedelic ever.
Before: I was with a friend, watching some spaced he had smoked some cannabis. All good, I decided to take small hits from the gvg with some really old enhanced leaf, gave no effects. We kept laughing at how bad it would be to breakthough with that show on. Some really wierd and "scary" stuff.
I decided to load some acacia changa into the bong. started with like 40mg, got some intresting effects. Some bodyload, everything felt nice. Decided to go deeper, loaded more(didnt measure). Now it got intresting, I could hear some vibrating sound, and bodyload increased, some visuals. The lighter looked like a lightning when I moved it away, already some time distortion.
Things starting to get intresting
Now i decided to go big, loaded the last of the changa and loaded some full spectrum acacia extract. Didnt measure, but it was big this time. I inhaled very slowly, and for a long time. and held it in for like 30 seconds. Now things got wierd, the noise got way louder. I felt like I merged with my surrounding. Some pattern was appearing on the wall and got more and more intense(hard to describe). closed my eyes because it would be to strange to keep them open because the intensity was increasing. I was expecting unreal and fake visuals, but these, first thing I thought of was how real they looked and not fake. The visuals encompassed the room at this point. It felt like I was looking at the room with new eyes that could now see what had been there all along.
Closed them, got some 3D fluid thing visual. Never seen anything like it, hard to describe. It Felt like I had stopped breathing, took a breath(was relieved how easy it was) At this point, I stopped to hear the music(carbon based - gryning). Now I got concered. I opened my eyes, and it truely felt like time had stopped. my friend was not moving, I just looked at him at it feelt like it had stopped. There was just this stillness to it. I felt rather disconnected to my body. felt like I was the surrounding in some wierd manner because the loss of feeling.
I was getting a bit freaked how now, what have I done to my brain. The song felt like it would go on forever(awesome song, but it was getting freaky). I leaned forward to look at the timestamp on the mediaplayer, the thing didnt move! yet I clearly hear the music, slow and neverending. the time it took for one second for the media player to move one second I had soooo many thought between that it was crazy. I relaxed, still felt connected to my enviroment/decreased feeling in body, having visuals. I leened back and relaxed and enjoyed the track. But after awhile it was hard not to think about how slow time seems to be going. The track seems beyond long, and my friends stillness is freaking me out. I decided to go out for some air. Was rather hard to walk, but I focused and did my best. Took some water before going out, it tasted amazing. But I still felt rather sedated. Didnt have much feeling in my mouth.
I walked outside, man the air/the dark night/ felt amazing, i was getting calm. But now it starts to feel like I havnt even left the chair I was sitting in. I had thoughts like: "WTF is happening?" "Calm down, even if im just tripping I will come down in 15min. "WTF is 15min? how long can 15 min be??? how can this time distortion be possible?" "Cant even imagine people who have been tripping 12 hours with this madness, one truly have to be mad to want to experience that for 12 hours, these 15 min couldnt be longer. feels like over an hour now". Things like total madness doesnt seem so impossible anymore.
I walk around a bit in the grass back and forth, still feeling like im connected to my surrondings. I wanted it to stopp, the thought of I was still sitting in the chair freaked me out. I walked into the bathroom, had some red visual(hard to remember). Took some water, still thinking how long can this possibly be??
Comedown:
I walked into my friends room, talked about how it was going and my thoughts on it. was still very much feeling it. But I def felt like I was coming down and I was relieved. cant say this is anything for me. Maybe in the future, I can have the comfort of having some experience that it will indeed end.
Overall I had a good time, dispite the strange things/thoughts that happend. but im not sure I will be back for awhile.
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 DMT-Nexus member

Posts: 3135 Joined: 27-Mar-2012 Last visit: 10-Apr-2023
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Hehe hehe. Hey buddy. When was this? The time thing is one that hasn't stopped messing with me. It's made it difficult to dose. Time literally makes no sense. "Energy flows where attention goes" [Please review the forum Wiki and FAQ before posting questions]
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 Armchair activist
Posts: 521 Joined: 17-Sep-2011 Last visit: 05-Aug-2016
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anrchy wrote:Hehe hehe. Hey buddy. When was this?
The time thing is one that hasn't stopped messing with me. It's made it difficult to dose. Time literally makes no sense. Haha it is indeed quite disturbing  But also intresting to reflect on afterwards. It surely doesnt make any sense at all. This was just a few hours ago
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Posts: 3135 Joined: 27-Mar-2012 Last visit: 10-Apr-2023
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So this was your first psychedelic? My big dose I had shook me up pretty good. I thought hours had passed and that I fried my brain. I laugh looking back at it now hehehe. I remember saying out loud "what did you do!?" Hehehe "Energy flows where attention goes" [Please review the forum Wiki and FAQ before posting questions]
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 Armchair activist
Posts: 521 Joined: 17-Sep-2011 Last visit: 05-Aug-2016
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anrchy wrote:So this was your first psychedelic?
My big dose I had shook me up pretty good. I thought hours had passed and that I fried my brain. I laugh looking back at it now hehehe. I remember saying out loud "what did you do!?"
Hehehe Thats sound horrific  it felt the same for me. That: "what did you do" def rings a bell haha indeed, maybe not the best choice for a starter. But all in all, im glad it was dmt though. Im really intrested in trying low doses of shrooms in the future. Really hope I can find the liberty cap in the wild. Im in no hurry for now
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Posts: 3135 Joined: 27-Mar-2012 Last visit: 10-Apr-2023
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A gram of some cubes is fun for just a calm little trip. 2grams for a decent one but time is def modified as well. Just try and let go of time and it's idea of being important. "Energy flows where attention goes" [Please review the forum Wiki and FAQ before posting questions]
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 Dreamoar

Posts: 4711 Joined: 10-Sep-2009 Last visit: 12-Aug-2025 Location: Rocky mountain high
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 Armchair activist
Posts: 521 Joined: 17-Sep-2011 Last visit: 05-Aug-2016
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anrchy wrote:A gram of some cubes is fun for just a calm little trip. 2grams for a decent one but time is def modified as well. Just try and let go of time and it's idea of being important. Im gonna give it a go  Hahah thank you! indeed they do get wierd. And thanks for the good luck 
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Posts: 3135 Joined: 27-Mar-2012 Last visit: 10-Apr-2023
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High five "Energy flows where attention goes" [Please review the forum Wiki and FAQ before posting questions]
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 fool adept
Posts: 349 Joined: 12-Jan-2012 Last visit: 22-Apr-2024
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Great report zombicyckel! Now you know how weird things can get. And they only gonna get weirder. Time is an illusion. The only time is party time. In the province of the mind what one believes to be true, either is true or becomes true within certain limits. These limits are to be found experimentally and experientially. When so found these limits turn out to be further beliefs to be transcended. In the province of the mind there are no limits. However, in the province of the body there are definite limits not to be transcended.-J.C. Lilly The Spice must flow Zat was Zen and dis is Dao.
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 Armchair activist
Posts: 521 Joined: 17-Sep-2011 Last visit: 05-Aug-2016
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No Knowing wrote:Great report zombicyckel!
Now you know how weird things can get. And they only gonna get weirder.
Time is an illusion. The only time is party time. haha, from what I gather a breakthough will beyond the beyond what I have experienced. I have some worries, but chatting with you about how it made your life better and that you didnt feel disconnected to reality after the experience, and loved ones not looking like strangers def made some of my worries go away. Im not sure when it will be next time, but im a bit less worried now 
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